Hi (:
My name is Chair and I rock.
Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

PARAMORE
is the bomb.
you know you love me
xoxo


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at 11:07 PM

i don't think anyone is gona read this anytime soon cos everyone has kinda given up on my blog after so long an absence. ahaahahah!!!! duno why i suddenly got into the mood tonight.

yingxy and nick just broke up. i was kinda hoping they would last till december when i go over so i can meet the guy who is so important to her. but all my fantasies and planning has gone to waste cos it's not happening now. im just so worried she'd go off with that kevin guy who smokes (or used to. who cares. it's all the same) and does drugs and treats him as a rebound guy. and the worst thing is she doesn't know it. and my ultimate fear is that she'll get drunk and get herself raped or something. yingx, if you read this, DON'T u dare say it won't happen to u. all those rape victims never expects it to happen to them anyway. as your older cousin, or big sis, i have the right to worry.

then i go on to see sam's facebook profile. he's dating some other girl who isn't half as pretty as lou is. and my first thought is "he leaves lou for her?" i shall not attempt to understand how a guy's mind works. but what i can say is that these 2 people i know have seriously put me off relationships for a while. that's why i stick to romance novels, chick flicks, and my own imagination. they never let you know, and u have a never ending flow of romance anyway. and i don't need a man to have kids. i'll just go visit some sperm bank or something. LOL.

i'm not going to be childish and say i'm not gona fall in love or get married. i know i'll find the right guy in time. but sometimes i wish i can just jump into those fairytales and ride off with my prince into the sunset. it really saves everyone a lot of time, money and heartbreak.