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at 7:59 PM

today was last day of work attachment, and it ended with a blast! the morning was pretty boring. i was observing general dentistry and endodontics. GD is the normal dental checkups you go for, just cleaning, scaling, filling, extraction, blah blah. endodontics is the root canal specialist. the tools are uber cool. the doctor uses a microscope to examine your root canal, and they have this machine which measures the LENGTH of the thing. imagine how small your tooth is, and so your root canal is inside your tooth. haha. technology these days is fantastic.

after lunch break was prosthodontics. this is the doctor who makes crowns, bridges (implants) dentures, teeth bleaching blah blah. the doctor was a really nice guy. he's really a very good doctor. you can tell that he's really passionate about his job, and that he really cares about his patients. he's always asks them how they are feeling, and lovingly cleans the teeth of his patients, cos most of them are cancer patients. sometimes, those who suffer cancer of the throat or mouth etc, mainly the parts around the face, parts can be lost during therapy or sugery. so he helps reconstruct them, like dentures and crowns etc. he is even in charge of making prosthetic noses, ears and even fake eyeballs for patients! before we left too, he brought us to the lab where they make all these dentures. he shows us the mould used to capture the shape of structure of each patients mouth, and loads of other stuff. it's ultra cool. the good thing about attachments is that you see things that other people can't see, walk in places others can't, especially the 'no entry' places like labs, :P you feel very special. haha! :) and you can also enter the doctors' lounge! like the general dentist was going for a break and he allowed me to join him. so we went to the lounge where dentists can have drinks or snacks while waiting for the next appointment. just like you see in the movies or those doctor shows!!!! mind you, they have A LOT of food. like one whole cupboard full. but i felt kinda out of place cos i was the only kid there and they were talking all the medical stuff. didn't understand a clue about what they were conversing. so i just minded my own business and tried to fade into the background. i also got to wear all the suits and gowns worn by the doctors, cos we were supposed to (don't ask me why). but i didn't mind it cos it was kinda fun.

all in all it was a really enriching experience. though some parts were so so boring, i really learnt alot the past 3 days, and it has convinced me that it is a possible career path to think about. if i do do it, i think i would go into prosthetics and orthodontics. i like all these aesthetics stuff to help people obtain that beautiful smile. :D but, as every doctor says, the most important thing right now is to study hard, tackle the 'A's, and actually get INTO dental school. that's the hardest part. they only have like, 42 places. 42 freaking places!! for those thousands of people who apply. crazy man. looks like i have to go overseas liao. no, i have to better START studying first. oh bloody shit............-_-"'


at 6:10 PM

just finished my second day of work attachment at the national dental centres. omg it was sooooooooooo boring today!!!!!!!!! i nearly slept on my feet. we were basically stoning there watching the dentists do their work, and we didn't have anywhere to sit. so i was standing for like, 4 hours straight. my feet hurt like shit now. i know i can never be a salesgirl. at least yesterday was more fun. we went to the surgery ward!!! as in, INSIDE the surgery ward, beside the surgeon, peering into the patients mouth and watching the blood squirt all over. they were doing wisdom tooth surgery, the most common of all surgeries for the dental department. they were removing all 4 at 1 time, which is super painful so patients have to be put under GA, that means the patient is asleep. and they all have tubes stuck down their throats from their nose to help them breathe. the thought is actually pretty gross. and stiching up the patient is errr.........lol. duno what word to use. 'gross' is a bit too strong, but i know mum will faint seeing it. i'm NEVER going for wisdom tooth surgery. after seeing what goes on behind-the-scenes, no way jose. for those who DO plan to go, hahahahaha...............ignorance is bliss. *evil grin*

yea. so tmr is last day of attachment. quite happy about that. i've been waking up at 6.30am the past 2 days during the holidays. 3 days is more than enough. sis was laughing like a maniac when i told her about a woman yesterday who was afraid of getting her tooth extracted. haha. yes it was quite funny la. sis was like, whoa, rolling on the floor and laughing. lol. she's crazy la.

so anyway, she's taking the midnight flight to the UK. i'm super jealous. hmph! and mum is gona drag me along, by hook or by crook, even though i've got wake up early tmr. god i'm so dead.


at 8:40 PM

pirates of the carribean was kinda of a let down. to mee at least. firstly, i didn't really remember what happened in the 2nd film, i just know i didn't really like it. so the movie went on and i was pretty lost basically. and i didn't see as much johnny depp and orlando bloom as i wanted! and the ending is so........so..........argh!!!!!!! sucky ending man!! i want elizabeth and will to stay together forever and ever. why can't they just give everyone the typical happy ending?!! so infuriating.........but very good CGI. very impressive. that's the one saving grace. my favourite is still the 1st one. curse of the black pearl rocks man!!!!! they should have just quit while they were ahead. i think keira knightley is one of my favourite actresses of all time. she's sooooo pretty! and really hot. haha.

lao gu is the hospital. mom, dad and aunty allyson went to see him. he has kidney failure and stuff, but they don't believe the doctor and think it's the flu. -_-"' sometimes it's people's ignorance and stubborness that kills them.

i happened to come across some "days of our lives" clips on youtube last night. not bad ya know. at least from what i saw. i always thought it was a stupid show. whoa lao the guy is freaking hot. :P:P:P really. tall, charming, gorgeously good looking, complete with a british accent. wow. yea, that's all i can say. WOW.

i've got work attachment tmr! until wednesday. i'm going to the national dental centre to shadow the dentists. hope it's gona be fun! i'll tell you all about it tmr! :)


at 6:55 PM

had chinese oral and listening tests today. i had to wake up at 6.30am on a SATURDAY. god. then after that i had to rush for core modules, where they teach us social etiquette and fine dining. -_-"' what a total waste of time. i could have been sleeping!!! luckily we ended one hour early. as i was walking out with my friend, i saw this guy from my chinese class. i had been noticing him for some time already cos he speaks chinese pretty well and, ah well, he's pretty cute. :P:P:P whaddya expect? i AM LPH. i never let manly beauty go unappreciated. XDXDXD okok. so anyway, he's a canoeist. and i always guessed that he would be pretty well built, but i never had the chance to see cos we're in uniform everyday. but today, he was wearing a sleeveless tshirt!! omg he is HOT. AHHH!!!!!!!! i knew he'd be something like that!! :P i was too busy following him i ended up walking the wrong way. :P but my friend called me back. haha.

after that, i met yi hui at orchard and we had nydc for lunch. :) the place was sooooo super crowded la. it's crazy. orchard road was jam packed cos yesterday was the first day of GSS and pirates had just opened. we wanted to watch "priceless" starring audrey tatou but it was sold out!! what the hell! i thought everybody wants to watch pirates! why did they have to fight with us?! hmph! so we were both pretty disappointed and were at a lost to do. then we decided to go to topshop which was having a sale, and we bought earrings!!!!!! the 2 of us are earrings freaks. yi hui has almost a 100 pairs man. we just love accessories!!! and she was feeling guilty for spending so much money, but she still spent more than me. -_-"' we bought nothing but earrings ok. love love love earrings! they were really cheap too! the cheapest was like $3. we were both saying that it's so expensive for us to miss a movie, cos we end up shopping like crazy. we both can't resist the pretty stuff. at least in the movies we pay only 9 bucks and we're away from the shops for like 2 hours. much cheaper. lol.

then we wanted to cab home. we went to paragon, wisma, taka taxi stands and all were so super long ok! i knew we would die waiting. so we decided to take a bus home despite our aching legs. we needed to save money anyway, and the taxis were all full. but we managed to get 1 at the bus stop!! so happy!!! ironic right? couldn't get a cab at 3 taxi stands but got 1 at the BUS stop. lol. the funny things in life.


at 7:48 PM

i have a craving for an apple at this very moment...........

today was an interesting day. it was basketball boys finals!!!!! we played against Innova jc. i was waiting for it the whole week! i was so excited! i nearly missed it though. halfway through the day my period came, and the cramps that came along was just a killer. i had to leave chem lecture halfway to go to the sickbay. i tried to hold off as long as i could, because i really wanted to watch the match, but it was too painful. so i asked mum to pick me up from school. she was at bukit timah plaza shopping when i called her, so she asked me to wait 15 mins. then i fell asleep for like 20 mins, and when i woke up i felt much better. so i called mum not to come and ended up going for the match after all. :)

it was really good! when i entered the arena, the game before us, rjc girls vs vjc girls was still going on. the amount of supporters on both sides was really big, and vjc has got really good cheers. unlike us. -_-"' vjc won anyway. my friends were happy cos rjc won us at loads of stuff. so we're happy they lost at something. :P then our match started against innova jc. we all knew we were gona win, it was all a matter of by how much. :P our bball guys team rocks man. they've got some really smooth moves. :D so we really kinda trashed them. we scored the 1st 2 shots, and by the first half we were leading 52-26. :P:P:P yea. so we won the match 99-60. we were kinda disappointed cos we were just 1 point away from 100!!! we were cheering "hwachong! 100! hwachong! 100!" it was a really exciting match. good game good game. wish it could have been rjc though. hmmm.......wished i could stay for the prize giving ceremony but i had to catch the bus back to school.

well, i suppose that was as exciting as the day got. :P sorry if you were expecting mind blowing and nerve sizzling. my life isn't a soap opera.

meeting yi hui tmr!!!! pirates of the carribean has opened!!!!!!!!! WHOOOO!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~ ORLANDO BLOOM!!!! JOHNNY DEPP!!!!!!! KEIRA KNIGHTLEY!!!!! love them all man. :D:D:D


at 8:19 PM

apologies to yingx an louu about my vulgar language. i tried to stop, but can't. hey, i must have an avenue of releashing my anger right? but despite that, i'm still the same old me. and i know that won't stop the both of you from loving me any less. :D and of course I won't love myself any less. XDXDXD

math test tmr. siaaaaaaaaaaannnnzzzzzzzzzzz..............ugh! so disgusting. oh. i didn't get into my cca committee. damn it. i was super depressed yesterday. how am i gone come up with a shining CCA record then? sigh.......

the whole jc 1 cohort is going to support our basketball boys in the finals tmr. oooh! so exciting! i've never watched a basketball match before! and because of that, i may be missing chinese too. :) ooh! i'm happy.

pirates of the carribean has opened!!!!!!!!!! WHOOOO!!!!~~~~~~~ and jordin sparks won american idol!!!! the youngest ever. she's my age! and she certainly DOESN'T look my age. of course her voice is fantastic. so envious. :P

played a hell lot of tennis today. like, 1.5 hrs during PE and 1 hr with coach. i think my serve is getting better. :) yay me!!

sis is going to UK next week. i'll miss her. and so will ping an. i can't wait to go to shanghai!!! *big grin*

this post is full of random information. so lets not break the trend and end it like that too.

bye.


at 3:06 PM

i'm in such a foul mood today that no words can describe how pissed i am feeling now. since of course i can't kill someone, why don't i just kill myself. so i can be free from all my problems, and i don't have to face or answer to anyone.

i'm really beginning to hate hc. except for all the extra exposures we have, i really see no reason to love that place. yes, i admit, i did not put in my best effort to study, but i really can't. i don't wanna go into explaining that part. i'm not in the mood. i think i need to see my counsellor again. fuck.

i DID get 0/25 for my econs test. so my friend lost the bet and had to treat me lunch. :P i've officially proved that it IS possible to get 0 for a test, even though you've written something. my friends all didn't believe me. ah well. and during bio lecture, my teacher was sort of scolding us for the large number of failures in the cohort despite this being a relatively 'easy' test. and then she put up the stats of our class standings, the percentage of As to Us, then the top students in the cohort. i really don't understand why they must do this. i mean, what is the point of showing us all this. whats the point of scolding us? if you ask me, getting a bad grade is punishment enough already. you don't have to make it worse by scolding us. on a usual occasion i would have written more, but now i'm just too dejected.

i also missed my CCA meeting. fuck it. the seniors were going to announce the new committee. i totally forgot it was today!!! cos CCAs are normally on tuesdays. i'm not used to meeting on wed. and now my senior is not replying my sms. i hope they won't give up my position ( if i even got one) omg. so my studies are screwed, my CCA record is screwed. MY FUCKING LIFE IS SCREWED.

ping an was brought to the vet again. apparently he had a high fever of 39.2 degrees. that vet mum brought him to yesterday is fucking useless. said there was nothing wrong with him blah blah and still charged $40+. don't know what the shit they're doing man.

can't wait for school to end. this week is crawling by. i don't want to see the fucking school and their occupants anymore. FUCK THE WORLD.


at 6:17 PM

omg, i seriously can't wait for the holidays. i'm so sick of the teachers telling me that i failed this test, failed that test. so so sick. and irritated. today my econs teacher was like, "Pei Hua, you have to read your lecture notes. if you don't understand please ask." blah blah. i was totally ignoring her. i'm totally gona get 0/25 for the econs quiz la. seriously. completely serious. as unjoking as giving out a death sentence. i was expecting at least 1/25 for the test, but today i found out i got that 1 mark question wrong too. whoopdedoo. so now i've got 4 Us, 1 B and 1 C for CA. chinese is the B, GP is the C, whilst the rest of my BCME is all U. fantastic. next time ah guat asks me if i'm neglecting chem, i'll tell that i'm fair to all subjects and i'm failing them all.

met sis at island creamery today. i swear, it is exactly as i expected. i knew that one day, i'd be sitting in island creamery and sis will walk in too. and today was THE day!!! see? we're really fated to be sisters. we really think alike. :) i was with yihui and sis was with her friend vanda, whom i like very much. :) we both love Reversio ice cream! *yum yum* and of course we're horrified that my sis isn't a chocolate fan. then after that we went home together, and we saw mum walking ping an when we alighted at the bus stop outside our house. a very weird thing happened to ping an yesterday. apparently while out on a walk with mum, he went into some bushes like he always does but this time her came out yelping. then he was like all mild and lathargic last night, and sis and i thought thought he had shit or vomit somewhere in the house and was scared that we'd scold him. but he didn't. he was just all quiet and didn't even respond to his snacks or Jack. so we brought him to the vet but they didn't find anything wrong. -_-"' i tell you, all these vets are bloody useless. so we just guess he was traumatised by something he saw in the bushes. we're guessing it's a snake. he's slightly better now.

all jc 1s are supposed to support our guys basketball team this friday. my friend says they only send us down if they're sure we're gona trash the other team. oooooooookay..............haha.

okok, better go study. FUCK IT - I HATE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!


at 5:10 PM

my friend just told me she kissed her bf for the first time last week. i was a bit weirded out, not bcos of the kiss, but bcos her bf looks like a total nerd! ok, not the ultimate hardcore nerd, but nerdy enough. can u imagine nerds kissing? like the ones u see in the movies?!! lol............its sooo...........WEIRD!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahahaha............ honestly, i really have no idea what she sees in him. lookswise that is. i suppose he is romantic enough character wise. but how on earth did she fall for him in the first place?! seesh!

yea, so basically thats the most exciting thing today. pathetic right?! oh ok. and my GP teacher gave us an exerpt of 'fast food nation' to read. it was so gross. but it wasn't how gruesome it was that hit me, but when the cows were about to be slaughtered. that really hit me. i refuse to type it out here. of course when i read it i was crying (as usual) and i was emo for some time until my friends tried to cheer me up.

oh yes, today was soooo hot!!!!!!! and humid!!!!!!!!! omg, and we had 2 hrs straight of chem tutorial. i nearly DIED. god knows how i ever managed to survive. to give u an idea how humid it was, i went to fill up my bottle at the water cooler. and after a while, my bottle was soaking, dripping wet. yes. there is THAT much water vapour in the air people. terrible weather. ugh!!

yingx!!! i'm going to shanghai during the june hols! from 3-8 june. so i won't be able to blog during that period. i promise loads of pics though! :)

FUCK! roger beat rafa on clay!!! omg i'm totally in shock. yingx, do not, i repeat, DO NOT GLOAT, no matter how inviting it is, bcos i'm really very sad. i'm now so scared for rafa for rolland garros. i really hope he keeps his title!!!!!!


at 11:15 AM

i think life in the near future can be quite exciting. though i don't exactly look forward to the looming block tests in july, and this last week at school, but just allow me to fantasize a bit about the future ok?

i mean, i'm thinking about uni life and stuff. i already more or less know which unis i'm aiming for, never mind the prospect of it is like, nearly impossible, but after i've gone to hc, which is already beyond my wildest dreams, so now all i need is for the O levels to repeat itself, and do equally well for As. of course it's gona be way way harder, but i think i'll manage one way or another. and the prospect of uni life is just so exciting!!!!!!!! well, maybe scary, and maybe sucky at first, considering how long i take to warm up to a place, but i'm sure stuff will fall into place. and if i really get to my dream uni..........oh gosh i think i'd just die. and yes that's gona take an insane amount of hard work, my brain will explode, but it's worth it. i'm sure it is!

yea, and i'll just have to pray hard that this year comes to an end fast. and even though the end of the year brings the blasted promo exams too, i can't wait to turn 18! and i WILL work hard to make sure i'm promoted. and in march 2008, MY DRIVING LICENCE!!!! AHH!!!!!! i'm really looking forward to driving to school. i already know where i'm parking my car! oh the thought is just so exciting! i mean, we're already finishing term 2, entering term 3, shouldn't be that long right? of course living through it day by day is hell, but then look at how term 2 went past like that? could never imagine i survived one entire term!

ok, i'm just rattling on and on like a nutcase. but what i'm REALLY looking forward to now is yingxy's homecoming!!! omg it's killing me!!!!!!!! YINGX!!! TELL URE MUM TO HURRY!!!!!!!

right. i think i'm off to study chemistry now. bleh. bye folks. and yingxy, i love u girl :P


at 10:39 PM

today was a rather eventful day. we had council investiture, which was witnessing the 33rd student's council passing on the baton of responsibility to the 34th. all emo and bittersweet, which of course gave my tear glands an excuse to work out. i AM the crybaby anyway. thank god no one saw. today was also an unofficial meet-crescentians day. i saw seoh ying, some girl in choir i can't remember the name of, (sorry!) , kaiqi, raechelle, karen and carey. wow. that's a lot in one day, considering crescent isn't anywhere near hc.

tonight was dance night too!! the dances in the beginning where a bit blah, but the good ones came after the intermission. wow, some of them were really AWESOME!! especially the one by M.A.D ( music and dance) the even incorporated a ladder into their dance. how do i put this.......errrr.........there were 2 guys swinging the ladder around while 2 girls hung on to it. erm, ok, not a very good explaination, but just know that's it's really good! heather was dancing too, and she's really good. she's been dancing since primary school anyway. undoubtedly, they got a gold with honours for syf. well, a dance like that definately deserves it. another one was when the girls and guys danced to the song 'it started with a kiss'. ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! it was so cute and romantic!! the girls were dressed like japanese school girls, complete with the neckties and knee length sicks, and the guys just looked really good. then they had white umbrellas as props. i wish you guys were there to see it. it was really spectacular.

tution early tmr morning. :( argh i hate maths!!!!


at 6:42 PM

daniel can really just go fuck off man. he's just one big useless fat slob. and uber ugly. fat, ugly, with TERRIBLE complexion. disgusting, and totally......... argh!! i'm so super pissed. we had group discussion today and i totally ignored him. didn't even look at him. during the entire discussion, he didn't say anything AT ALL. and he's leaving in about 2 weeks. so now it's down to just us girls. i'm totally going to complain to my teacher, who is really quite useless herself, *sigh* and see whether he can receive a worst grade than the rest of us. the only thing i'm worried about is that our OP will be affected. i am NOT going to let him ruin MY A level scores. i'll bloody kill him before he thinks about it.

i'm dead for econs test today. i was INVENTING my own graphs, which of course couldn't be more wrong. i'm gona break my record of 2.5/20. now im gona get 1/25. whoopdedoo.

those who read my post about that romantic guy who likes my friend? yea. i saw him in a sleevless shirt today. man he has some MUSCLES. not the bulging kind, but enough to make girls swoon. man he is HOT HOT HOT. ;P;P;P and he plays for the singapore basketball team. so he's super pro. my friend is one very lucky girl.

we played tennis for PE today!! so fun!! and of course my teacher said my strokes were good. :P coach will be so proud that i still remember what he taught me even though it was been ages since i played. now i gota work on my serve. kaiyi has got a really cool serve. that's my aim!!

tmr's school will be uber slack. the first 6 periods will be used for council investiture. and that's when most of my lessons are. i think i would only have chem lecture and chinese. yay! :) happy happy.


at 7:33 PM

i'm happy. i finally understand atomic structure!!! yay!! :D carry on like this and i may see the light at the end at the tunnel: an 'A' for chemistry!! but boy will it be a long long way..........

now i'm not so happy. econs quiz tmr and i know i will fail it like SHIT. not very useful considering i already have an overall 'U' grade for econs, and this isn't gona help. shit. better go study.

daniel is really pissing me off. tmr, i swear i will glare at him during project work for not sending us his research. i bet he didn't even do it. i'm gona make it clear that i'm not happy with him AT ALL. one more time he provokes me and i WILL tell him to fuck off.

i think this one of my shortest posts ever. did it break my record?


at 8:01 PM

today's post is gona be short.

i'm in a super duper bad mood today. completely foul. all thanks to my pw group. don't ask me to go into details. i swear i'll go up in flames. just 3 words. FUCK THEM ALL.

i'm trying my very best to see if i can ever enter a university in the US without having to complete the sucky A levels. looks like chances are slim man. don't think they think olevels are good enough.

the fucking new paper won't stop making the boy who punched the bus driver hell. they keep harping on it. i mean, dude. he's just 17 man. give him a break. the young are ALLOWED to make mistakes. and bus driver didn't even look hurt la! ok, his shirt pocket tore. BIG DEAL. no one got killed. and some asshollic reader even wrote in and said: ".......the school isn't doing anything about it......." blah blah. i mean, what the hell?!! just fuck the hell of la!!! you don't even know what is going on in the school man!!! so keep your mouth shut if you don't know what the shit is going on. the boy got suspended by the way. so the school IS doing something for god's sake. seesh!!

sorry to yingxy for my terrible language. but you have to understand that if i don't let it out somewhere, i'll go insane.

on a lighter note, i just witnessed one of the sweetest acts a boy could do for a girl. my friend has this guy friend who likes her alot, and she likes him back too. but she's still hesitant about entering a relationship. but they're really close, and the guy is doing anything and everything to win her heart. so we were at the class bench today and she received a call from him, asking her if she wanted anything to eat. she said no, but later he just set down a cup of hot chocolate for her!!! she turned around, confused, but he just raised his eyebrows and gave her a small smile before walking away. we girls were all like, 'ahhhhh!!!!!' haha!! omg that was soooooooooo sweet!! i nearly melted there!! :) And btw, the guy is HOT. sigh! some girls have all the luck. i guess maybe there is love in this cruel world after all. :)


at 6:32 PM

if isp is correct, i failed my bio test. joy oh joy. i didn't expect to get a U! at least a S! must be wrong, must be wrong. choon leng got a U too, and that girl to too smart and hardworking to get a U. so i'm praying it's a mistake. omg, i'm so scared. I DON'T WANT TO RETAIN!!!! I heard from my classmate that the guy in my class who retained last year got 4 Us. that's what i'm getting now! oh bloody shit!! ok, better get serious and study my ass off. oh damn it we're seeing mag tan tmr. please please don't let her scream her head off at me. it's not my fault i can't memorise the fucking cell membrane. argh!! my god!!!! i'm so fucking pissed now.

the papers yesterday mentioned a boy from hc who punched a bus driver over his gf's ezlink card which wasn't working. front page news in bold somemore. don't let me go to the details yingx, it's just too long. so today, during combined assembly with the high school side, the school talked about it and that the boy was suspended with immediate effect until further notice. and i was sitting there imagining how shuang it is not going to school. :P of course not under those horrid circumstances, but if only i could stay at home too................ahhh, the thought. :) singapore's education is way way too demanding. can't they develop good students without piling on so much stress? wish i could just go to a good school overseas and go 'cya suckers!' to the education system here. at least over there i don't have to worry about teachers yelling at me. you do that in US, you die. :P yea, so anyway, the school was talking about how it was a family affair and we'd all get through this together. well, i guess for that short moment in time, i felt that i actually belonged. like no matter how much wrong the boy has done, i'll still stick up for him to a certain extent, cos he's one of us. :) that stupid reporter must be from rj. that's why i felt he was too harsh on the boy. couldn't they have avoided saying he was from hc at all? just say 'a junior college student.' yep, definately from rj. the whole incident became the butt of class jokes today. weishi was going on about how we're all gona punch bus drivers after school, and that everytime a hc boy goes up the bus the drivers will start shaking. :P then my friend was pretending to punch another friend, and she was like, yay! i'm going to be in the headlines tmr! then that friend responded, i'm not a bus driver! and they also joked about how we're gona punch up taxi drivers too, cos since that guy punched a bus driver, we must have more originality. lol!! XDXDXD

so even though his name wasn't announced, we still kinda know who it is. my class at least. of course i'm not mentioning his name here. that's mean. but sometimes you really can't blame people for getting mad at drivers you know. some of them are really such assholes.

okok, better go study. econs quiz on thur. eeeeks!!!!


at 12:00 AM




at 2:54 PM

mother's day today!! i got my mum a handphone holder for her car, since she doesn't really have anywhere to put her phone when she drives. it's very cute! one of my best buys ever.

was watching avril's dvd on the making of 'the best damn thing'. it's rated NC16 for strong language. so basically my version is the uncensored one. :P i got all the bad words in the song and in the thank you note which would otherwise be censored. it's good being above 16. :D and the weird thing is that they censor all the 'shits' but not the f-words. i was like, huh?!! ahhh hahahaha.........so ironic. bu i think it's so weird that they censor words in the middle of songs. it's like, sing sing sing, then halfway, 1 word is missing. funny. but mine is made in EU so i'm not affected. lol.

here's one of my favourite quotes from 'NEXT':-

Cris Johnson: There's an Italian painter, named Carlaty, and he uh, ahem, defined beauty. he said it was simation of the parts working together in such a way that nothing needed to be added, taken away or altered, and that's you. You're beautiful.


imagine if a guy says that to you!!! ahh!!! haha. so romantic. :)

yingx! where on earth is your url man?!!


at 4:51 PM

went out for yihui today! so happy to see her again. :) this time she took the initiative to ask me out. had mos burger for lunch and nydc for dessert. next time, we're gona skip the main course and go straight to the dessert. :P

we went to wacth 'NEXT', starring nicholas cage, jessica biel and julianne moore. not a bad show really. but it's quite short. only 1.5 hrs. we're both soooooo excited about Pirates!!! next time we'll watch 'Priceless' together. i never knew she was the type of girl to watch romance shows though. i have also added 3 cds to my collection. so i'm happy! :) it's been ages since i bought cds. saw zesa at borders. she was there with julie too but i missed her. sigh!

errr.............yea, so that's my day so far. sorry don't have much to say cos, well, going out is just going out. what's so interesting about orchard road?

just checked my sabbaticals. i got my first choice! which is A cappella bootcamp. good good.


at 10:16 PM

4C3 class gathering was fun!!! well, waddya expect? we're 4C3!! WE ROCK DA HOUSE MAN!! though the turnup was quite small (about 20) and my friends like ethel, siti, sam, arfah etc didn't come, we still had fun among ourselves. WE HAD A MCDONALDS' PARTY!! cos its mdm lim's birthday tmr. it's called McFun party by the way. :P so we had the mcdonalds' party hat, and we sat on the really tiny tiny chairs with the super short tables and we were all so squashed. but it was cozy. then we sat around the table and everyone said something about how life was now. so nostalgic! *sniff* then we yam seng for mdm lim too!

games were the chicken dance (still can't believe i did it) and the 'blow win blow' game. it was even funnier cos we were called 'children'. :P:P:P and luckily i didn't wear hc uniform. cos before eating, the girl asked as: "children, what do we do before we eat?" and we all chorused "wash hands!" and off we went, hands on each other's shoulders, choo choo train style, out of the party room to the toilet. EVERYONE WAS STARING AT US!!! there were even some hc people. so yea, it was smart not to wear uniform, or my social life would be ruined. :P

so it was really great to just catch up and see everyone again. maybe we can have chalet again next time!!! but first, hopefully we go kbox with marsha first. :P:P:P

ok then. i'll let the photos do the talking! my phone memory is completely full!! oh gosh, it's so gona lag............




"gather round the table CHILDREN!!!" :P


1/2 4C3'06!!!


well, another photo.............:P


mdm lim and her cake!! happy birthday!!!! :D


mdm lim cuts the cake!!


the birthday girl laden with gifts!! mcdonalds' style!!


bertha, 4C3'06 chairperson getting her goodie bag from mdm lim!!




yep, so that's all the photos i have. i'll attempt to upload the videos tmr, which includes weixue and mdm lim using bertha as a pole and pole dancing!!! XDXDXD a big thank you to bertha for organising this party. it really isn't an easy task. no matter what happens, you'll always be our chairperson BB!!! love ya loads!!!


at 5:44 PM

bio SPA today. boy oh boy was it freaky. my hands were shaking man. if ah guat assess me for chem i'd just die. no, faint. if she touches me, THEN i'll die. lol.

class gathering later. rachel says 22 people are coming. -_-"' 22 out of 41 sucks man. and she listed me some people who are not coming. and ALOT are not turning up. i think there's not even going to be 22 people la! this is so sucky. but nvm, whatever we have, whoever comes, we'll just make the best of it! and it's quality, not quantity. yes. but it really is quite sad, the turnout i mean. but what did i expect? even abraxon can't hold together long, whats more 41 people? sigh..............the cruelty of life. don't even dare to think of the next gathering. or maybe there won't even be one. *sobs* so everyone goes their own seperate ways. i'm just glad i was able to have their company and call secondary school the best time of my life.

prom night picture: 4C3 in happier times. when we were actually TOGETHER.



can you spot me? :P












-moving on.................


at 7:01 PM

i think it's freaking cool paris hilton is going to jail. no i'm not a paris hilton hater, neither am i a saddist. i'm just glad that this shows that nobody is above the law, and hopefully this would put a dent on her 'oh! the world is dying to give me free clothes' kind of attitude. next time she can tell her kids:" you know, mummy has EVERYTHING. money, cars, planes, ships, designer stuff, a sex video and......................a jail record." omg that is uber cool!! PARIS HILTON HAS A JAIL RECORD!!! LOL. hopefully that teaches her to stay away from alcohol and partying, which is why i've decided to stay clean for the rest of my life. and yes, that shows her that money can't buy everything too. i'll give anything to see how she survives in jail man. without her fancy stuff and pampering............oh man she is going to DIE!!!! LOL!! hey, you have to admit, it is a little funny. can just imagine the look of disgust on her face, and she going like, i don't like this, i want this, while the jail guard says: "this isn't your hotel. you don't have a choice." my oh my is that going to KILL HER!!!! :P ok, i'm beginning to sound like a saddist. sorry.

ms ooi ah guat is disgusting. she makes me wanna puke. she has NO sense of hygeine, AT ALL. omg, i nearly wanted to vomit blood. she was talking to me, and she was digging her nose, scraching her armpits, and she doesn't shave her pits!! YUCK!!! dude, singapore is a humid country with a tropical climate. you HAVE to shave your pits!!! and needless to say, she has a bit of body odour. and her fingernails are kinda black from dirt and all, and she was picking it out from under her nails right in front of me! omg, i swear i'll never let her touch me. i'll never let mom shake her hand either. she is the most filthy, disgusting and revolting person on this earth. she even wore the same shirt 3 days in a row. -_-"' you could smell her miles away man. i'm sorry if anyone lost their appetite after reading this paragraph. just imagine, i had to see it WITH MY OWN EYES. excuse me while i barf.

dustin and kandice didn't win the amazing race! NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!~~~~~~ Eric and danielle won. oh man!!! i wanted them to win so badly!!!! sad sad sad........i was rooting for them!! sigh........

i'm starting to really like 'Hairspray', the movie. it's so cool! ZAC EFRON IS FREAKING HOT!!! imagine him as the younger boy from 'summerland' where he played nikki's love interest, when no one knew him before HSM. my little boy is all grown up! *sobs!* LOL. he's older than me for pete's sake. :P motherly instincts kicking in.

i just found out that ning lost her very very good friend in an accident in the states. even though i never knew him, i knew he was ning's dear friend, and i always read or saw him on her blog. which made me think about how life can really play with you sometimes. you don't know when you're gona be taken away, or when your friends will leave you one way or another. oh god.........i can't, really can't imagine if someone close to me leaves the country, and i never knew that will be the last time i see him/her again. i can just picture myself in ning's shoes and i can't imagine how devasted i will be. i guess this makes our every moment on earth more beautiful, cos we never know when will be our last.

miss you yingxy!














-mixed feelings...........


at 5:15 PM

spiderman 3 was.........hmmm..........not as nice as i expected. i still say the best of all 3 was the first one. you know, much deeper with more substance. the storyline of this instalment is slightly better, a bit more interesting, so i rank it 2nd. the 2nd movie was just shit la. ultimate waste of time. everything looked so fake.

i think for this 3rd one, however, it's too long. the director is trying to squeeze to many villians and subplots into one movie. venom came in so late in the film! and harry with his new glider and weapons hardly got enough screen time to satisfy me. you just see them in the beginning, and at the end, and the 2 of them pair up to fight venom and sandman. errr.....quite lame and cheesy there. they should just have scraped venom at let spidey fight it out with harry and sandman. and of course, i was outraged when he kissed that very ugly and artificially blonde gwen(bryce dallas howard) the way he did with MJ in the first film. i felt MJ's pain man. yes i agree, THAT WAS THEIR KISS! how could he give it away like that?! crazy crazy..........and i see no point in spiderman 4. why why why oh why did harry have to die?!!! omg........james franco is HOT man. i never really noticed him in the 1st film, until all the critics went raving on about how goodlooking he was. was sobbing when harry died. so so so sad man. and the ending sucks. couldn't Peter at least PROPOSE to MJ or something? hello! a little more romance here! such a big letdown. sigh. but the special effects were amazing. spectacular. i guess that's hollywood for you.

the most irritating thing is, you know, has nothing to do with the film. there was filipino woman behind us, a maid, she must be a maid, who kept giggling and making noise behind us with her 'ooohs' and 'ahhs' and insufferable laughter. mind you, it was high pitched. sounds EXACTLY like a witch. oh god, i wanted to turn around and tell her to shut up before i punch her teeth out. then, there were some young kids in the last row who were also making enough noise to irritate, and some people had to go 'shhhh!' to make them quiet. i swear, there should be a rule to ban kids under a certain age to enter the cinema. unless the parents have children mature enough (like me, really!) to shut up till the end of the show. hmph! i swear some people just don't know how to be parents.

oh yes. yingx, i finally understand what you mean by you can't access my blog at home. louisa has that same problem on her computer. so sorry dear, but i really can't afford to remove the password. wait about.......slightly more than a year more when i have graduated, THEN i can remove the password. bcos then i won't have to worry about the discipline comm after me.

bio SPA assessment on thursday. AHH!! so scared man. i better go read the notes now. bye folks.













-i want to keep dreaming and not wake up.........................


at 11:36 PM

don't know why, but i'm feeling damn emo right now. and when i get into these "i'm-sad-but-not-the-depressed-kind-i-just-want-to-be-philosophical" kind of moods, i would think of yingxy. i would think of how the 4 of us grew up together so closely, how we know each other so well, but somehow, this feeling is fading. yingx is so far away, i love yangx to death but we're not as close as before cos he's a boy and we're all growing up, then i start wondering, why why why on earth must all good, wonderful things come to an end, and why change ever takes place if it's for the worst. i seriously don't think yingxy moving is a good thing. call me childish, but i'm just so sad. i feel so sad and empty that villa verde is gone, yingxy isn't on our sunny little island, abraxon has broke up, 4C3 has moved on too..........everything is changing. i don't know why this change is so much harder than the rest. i don't think i really complained or kicked or screamed when i went to crescent. cos maybe now i'm older and i'm more aware of the change. but it doesn't make it easier to accept.

i miss yingxy so so much. the adults are playing mahjong now, and at this time, yingxy and i would probably be talking about anything under the sun. sis and yangx would be doing their stuff...........and i knew this would happen sooner or later but i feel we're drifting apart. yingx, i'm sure you miss me as much as i miss you.......but i'm just emo-ing right now. even IF you do come back in july, what's the point? you'll be flying off again and i'd go through another round of crying cos i know it would be ages before i see you again. and it just HURTS SO BAD that there will never be the 4 of us gathering again, week after week, unless a miracle happens and uncle koon meng moves back, but at the same time he'll be very sad if that happens and i don't want my dearest uncle to be sad.

i wish we didn't have to grow up. i wish yingx didn't have to move. i wish our biggest worries would be deciding at whose house to play mahjong at each week. why do all these things have to change? it was so perfect then.

i feel like crying.


at 9:05 PM

i'm so dead tired today. bio test early in the morning. it wasn't as bad as i expected, but i'm not sure if i'll pass still. sigh. i HATE it when people keep saying things like they're so gona fail a test when we BOTH know that its not true, and they're gona ace it with flying colors cos they're been mugging since the begninning of time. i also feel damn irritated with those we say they're gona die after the test, they didn't do this and that, didn't finish..........whatever weird excuse la. and these are the people who still pass or do well despite all these claims. boy do they make me sick. i don't care if u didn't finish your paper k? what do you want me to do? snatch the paper back for you? crazy. if you duno what to say after the paper, just SHUT UP for heaven's sake, instead of spouting nonsensical hot air. seesh. well, i guess this is the signature of the top schools. they like to lead people astray and then throw them offguard by topping the class. whatever man. duno what kind of twisted thinking they have. can SEE RIGHT THROUGH them man. hmph.

yvonne and her bf really look damn sweet together la!! they like totally...........match. both the nerdy nerdy types. PERFECT!! lol. he was so sweet man. came over to talk to her before the bio test and she was leaning against his arm, and then holding hands. i was resisting the urge to go aaawwwwwwwwww..............haha. me and my other friends also felt damn awkward around them man. lol. but sweet, very sweet. can't think of a more matching couple. :P

ms ooi ah guat really pisses me off man. really. she's more repulsive than those hypocrites mentioned above. she was conveniently showing off the results for our chem test. and my class, being my class, who is so muggerish, hypocritical, marks crazy and exam freaks, just HAD to go look at the scores. i was the ONLY ONE who stood by the door and refused to look. yes, the ONLY ONE. 1 out of 26. damn pathetic man. just one test already like that, imagine alevels, they'll all faint in anticipation. but they'll all get 4As. argh!!!!! and then people had to go: oh no.....i only got 17 or 19 or 21 upon 30. so sad. FUCK THEM MAN. i FAILED. happy now? they need people like me to boost their egos. oh yucks, damn gross damn gross..........

as i said, i'm super sleepy. i wanted to die during math tution. my eyelids were drooping. they felt super heavy........but thank god i survived. then i went home with dad. sis i currently out watching spiderman 3 with her friends. whoa loa, she pangseh us man. said she's only coming back at 10+. that's even worst than me la! i never went home after 9 before. i'm also feeling quite disappointed cos i was looking forward to watching spiderman 3 with abraxon, but then again, alot of people can't make it. abraxon has officially 'disbanded'. but i'm just thankful that we had the chance to last this long. other ogs break up right after orientation. this just shows that all good things come to an end. i was even hoping that we'd stick together long enough to sleep over at the new house. looks like i thought too far. and was too naive.

yingx! the cover of this month's first magazine has johnny depp and orlando bloom! of course i got the orlando one...................:P just thought johnny depp would interest you. haha! :)
















-goodbye abraxon...................


at 6:34 PM

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! RAFA WON FEDERER IN BATTLE OF THE SURFACES!!!!!!!! YAAAAAHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~ FANTASTIC! I KNEW HE COULD DO IT! battle of the surfaces is the where roger and rafa compete on a tennis court which is half grass, half clay. roger on grass, rafa on clay. AND MY BABY WON!!! love rafa loads!! *muacks!* XDXDXD VAMOS RAFA!!!! I LOVE YOU!!


at 5:19 PM

today in chinese class, my teacher was showing us a powerpoint on some guy who did something significant la. no one was paying attention anyway. yep, so we didn't even bother to look at his face. until my teacher said that one day, he'll set a test and we'll have to draw that guy's face! LOL. the class was laughing really hard at that. :P i love my chinese teacher. he's damn funny and cute. boy will i miss him next year............

did my 2.4km run today. I PASSED!! WHOOHOO!! though badly i presume, but i still passed! without all the crescent mass runs and killer ac PE. ahhhh!! feel so satisfied. next year will be my LAST year of napfa for my whole entire life!! YAY ME!! no more having to worry about standing board jumps. what's even the point la.

i've got a bio test tmr. and i'm SO DAMN FREAKING DEAD. i'm trying my best to avoid the f-word for yingx's sake. yes, i'm dead i'm dead i'm dead. and worse, my bio teacher is one of the fiercest teachers in the school!!! ahh!!! someone please save me............why ph? why why why didn't you study earlier??? AND FASTER!!!?? but i can't help it if i'm a slow learner!!! shit la. i wanted to go for the Tank concert tonight. he's some taiwanese singer i've never heard of la. just wanna go 'cou renao' la. haha. and i heard 1 of his songs, it's not bad. but i can't go because i gota mug!!!! not fair...............*sobs*........


at 5:59 PM

i totally fucked up my chem test and interview today. so let's start with the chem test. i only had 2/14 for my mcq, and for the open ended? forget it. i know i'm getting all wrong anyway. so i've got a wonderful, final score of 2/30. YAY ME!!! can't wait to hear what ah guat is gona say about me.

next, i had an interview today cos i signed up for a job attachment programme during the june hols. and of course, due to the overwhelming response and very limited places, we had to be interviewed. the only thing was i didn't know that my interview would be today, so i wasn't mentally prepared at all. never mind that. even worse, my interview was at 3.25pm. so i went there punctually and waited outside the room for like half an hour. then finally this interviewer went out and asked me how come i didn't go IN. so it turns out i was waiting or them and they for me. for a whole freaking half hour. joy. thank god he didn't scold me. then i went in, they asked questions, i did my stuff, but i felt i didn't impress them. and worse, 2 people after me, was bryan, my fac head. and he's a damn good speaker. he's totally gona blow the judges away, and they'll forget all about me. oh no they won't, they'll remember me as the one who made them wait half an hour. -_-"' i think bryan should totally be in ACS la. he's the total ACS type! even sounds british, to a certain extent. ok, random.

vanessa hudgens is errrrr..........yea, pretty yes, but she's BORING. she's got this same LOOK in all her videos. like shes trying to be pretty and flirty, but somehow it just comes out all wrong and cliched. and i duno why people keep putting she and zac efron together. not that they're not good together, but sigh, just got something 'wrong' la. LOL. and her songs are terrible. tried listening to the cd once and gave up. only 'come back to me' is nice. and it isn't espcially mindblowing either.














-totally, 100% screwed..........