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at 11:54 AM

ever felt that a part of you has been taken away and it will never return? can you imagine the pain? well, my feeling is a hundred, thousand, million, trillion times worse.

yingx is gone.

yes. gone. I just saw her off at the airport at 4 something in the morning. she's gona take a 23hr flight to her new life in canada and the next time I see her will be in 2008 when she comes back for CNY. what's the big deal, you may ask. she's coming back anyway. well dude, I've known yingx, my wonderful cousin for like, my whole life, the long 16 yrs i have been alive. we were like superglue since we were in diapers. no kidding. we've got several photo albums to prove it, and a video. omg, I'm so sad that I can't even cry. no wait, here comes the tears.

so we were all gathered at the airport with some of her friends, which is not exactly the point anyway. sis and I just sat around and joked with darren and yangx, while yingx chatted with her friends. i don't blame her, I mean they've got to be some really swell friends, to see her off at like 2+ in the morning. they were at the airport even before us! and yangx was complaining cos the immigration officer told him off for being impatient. he went "nick, you need to be more patient with your mum." hilarious! i don't think yangx has been told off like that before. anyway, back to the topic.

as usual, time flew by before I could even blink. it was time for them to go in. yingx hugged sis and I twice, and for that I'm grateful. and we had several group hugs, the 4 of us, the last we will have in a long time. unfortunately yingx won't be back to get her results next year. she'll only return in 2008 for CNY. which is a killer wait, cos I'v seen her practically EVERY SATURDAY for the last 16 years of my life. I think if i were shot, it would not hurt as much as the pain eating at me now. I'm feeling so down right now, I can't describe it.

oh man, I keep repeating the same thing!! daddy called to ask how i was, and gave a few words of wisdom: that when we grow up, everyone will go their seperate ways and we all have to walk our own paths. next time will be my turn, when i get married and have kids, and everyone will have their own lives to lead. thx daddy, but it doesn't make the truth easier to accept. plus this song I'm listening to right now, it just sets the mood for a crying-marathon.

i feel so alone right now.


at 11:18 AM

whoa, I've been so lazy to blog lately. my last post was.........6 days ago?? wow, that's almost a week. I've been too caught up in my play-schedule. there are loads of things I wanna do this holiday too, but I've been lazy. XDXDXD but I more or less have decided to go back to piano, otherwise I won't have another chance. By the time I do it again after A-levels, my fingers would have become rocks. haha. lets see when I pick up the phone to call Ms Tan.........

anyway, prom was fun!! can't believe it has been almost a week already. time passes so fast. the moment we walked into the ballroom (which was really small btw) we noticed all the waiters were guys! i wonder if the school did it on purpose XDXDXD so yea, there were a couple of cute ones, but none worth drooling over. arfah and sam even asked to take picture with one of them, those shameless hussies. :P haha. joking joking. but it was really brave of them though. and ethel didn't win Ms Crescentian!! what a waste. after dinner we were dancing like crazy on the dancefloor. miaoqun was sweating so much she was practically WET man. oh man.........I'm gona miss crescent so much. so the 4 of us (sam, marsha, floren and myself) retired for the night in our hotel room and we managed to squeeze ourselves into 1 bed! amazing. but marsha kept stealing my blanket!! the next day, we went for mcdonald's breakfast at great world city and went home from there. and this marks the end of my prom adventure. haha

so i went out with yingx and sis yesterday. we ate Fish & Co.!! our tradition!! haha. and as usual, we were so full!!! after lunch, we went to take neoprints. yingx's request. surprise surprise. and you know what?? we looked REALLY GOOD. at the end of the day, we came back to my house and those 2 watched "battle royale" while i watched my "it started with a kiss". youtube is the best. the indian guy who came up with it is a freaking genius man. i watched the ENTIRE serial of " it started with a kiss" on youtube. saved me loads of cash instead of buying the vcd. "battle royale" is awesome too, though the idea is a bit morbid. maybe i'll tell you what it is about in my next post. before yingx went home, she looked around to remember my house, because this will be the last time she is here. Ever. by the time she comes back in 2008, we would have moved to the new house already. *sobs* and she's leaving tonight, I can't believe it. she's practically my sister. we grew up together and all..........omg omg. this is so surreal.

somebody pinch me.


at 1:52 PM

today is prom!! haha............can you believe that i just forgot it was today yesterday? so forgetful. anyway, I'm blogging about my shopping trip with loulou yesterday bcos she asked me to, that shameless girl.

so we agreed to meet at borders and she made me wait half an hour!! -_-" talk about being punctual. then we went to wisma to buy shoes!! I LOVE SHOES. it's a girl thing. a girl never has too many shoes! : ) so I will decline to say what brand they are cos it would give u an idea of the price, which is not very appropriate to say here. :P just know that they are sooooo prettaaaaaayyy!!!! ahhh!! I'm eyeing a pair of black pointy-fronts and another pair of white chunky heels. MUMMY!!!! I WANT!!! haha......sry. behaving like a spoilt brat. XDXDXD then we went to watch "Material girls" at orchard. the place was freezing man!! and I found out that lou and I are both rabid fans of chocolate hello panda. haha. I guess that's why we're best friends. went to sembawang to find sis's "howls' moving castle" and it was the last piece in stock!! lucky lucky! haha. at the end of the day, lou was whining cos I put acjc over njc for my PAE selection. she was ranting on and on about hating me blah blah blah and then her father went :" i thought u wanted to go to acjc too?" I'm telling you, my eyes were nearly slits when I glared at her. filthy hypocrite. and she msged me and said " i hate u for going to acjc" when we were sitting IN THE SAME CAR. :P haha. lou cracks me up. and she still loves me despite her whiny self now. : )

so as I was saying, it's prom tonight!! i think almost everyone is wearing black. and tonight is the time i break out my new purple heels!! ahh! can't wait! I'm staying overnight at the hotel with sam, marsha and floren. it's holiday inn by the way. I WANNA STAY AT FOUR SEASONS!! blast that mr M. fancy choosing HOLIDAY INN over THE FOUR SEASONS??!! he needs to get his brain checked. so I'm predicting tonight will be the time for loads of camwhoring. ahh boy.......y did sis have to lose the camera?? what do I use now? *sobs*

ok, I really have nothing much to say until after prom, so stay tuned to my next post to hear all about it!! adios!! : )


at 11:26 AM

came back at about 12am today. I've just returned from 4C3'06 class chalet. what can say..............I LOVE 4C3'06!!!!! WE'RE THE BEST!!! haha.....but like mdm lim said, we really have bonded as a class over the past 2 yrs. I'm so proud of us. : )

chalet was a blast!! went out for dinner at whitesands on monday night, then borrowed videos. everyone was watching scary movie 4, which is totally LAME. omg, it's so lame it HURTS!! but yes, it's a bit funny la. especially at the part where they're speaking rubbish japanese. XDXDXD oh!! and there was this HUGE cockroach in the chalet sink. haha. everyone was screaming. I'm telling you, it's a real toughie. we even poured hot water on it and it didn't die. thank god I didn't see it cos I didn't dare enter the kitchen.

I slept at 2am and was up by 6.45am. li phin, sam and I shared a room. omg, i was soooooo sleepy. and this is the first time i have taken the train 3 or 4 times in 2 days. and they're all about 40+ mins long!! my verdict: I HATE TAKING TRAINS. especially long train rides!!! omg, they're so BORING. if not for my phone, I would have died of boredom. we travelled all the way from commonwealth mrt to pasir ris, which is like at the end of the green line. *yawns* they should install televisions on trains too........

the reason we had to get up early on tuesday morning was bcos we had to go to school for PAE briefing. after that my clique came to my house for lunch and tess hurt her head!!! oh my, i felt soooo bad!! I kept asking her how many fingers I had. luckily it wasn't serious and tess was active again at the bbq. the food was quite good, to be honest and ethel found a fast way to cook chicken wings ------ in the microwave. haha. it took forever to bbq la. and the rest of the day was peppered with mahjong, arcade (i rock at foozeball) and swimming. finally, everyone gathered around to watch the video I had taken at farewell assembly. I felt so proud!! *pangs of nostalgia* haha....I'm a pretty good camera woman. :P

marsha's dad fetched me home at 11.30pm and this brings us back to the top of today's post!! haha. so I had 2 action packed days of fun. a huge thank you to all my friends who have given me so many wonderful memories. I love you guys so so much!! *muacks!*



at 5:50 PM

I got my prom dress today!! FINALLY!! omg......I'm so sick of trying on dress after dress. and the best thing is that i spent less than a hundred bucks on it. : ) got a really nice, silver, chunky necklace to go with it. yingx got hers too!! and it's a TUBE. *whoot whoot!!* haha.......can't wait to see her in it.

so I watched Casino Royale, and saw jiahe and yihuan at the cinema. and the verdict is, Daniel Craig has won my respect as Bond. James Bond. :P *thunderous applause* XDXDXD and as the newspapers say, he becomes more and more good-looking as the show progresses. and he's got beautiful eyes. really. they're the epitome of blue. so he's really pretty handsome. to be honest, though he's old enough to be my dad, I'll be glad to make out with him anyday. :P no kidding. omg......I'm thinking of him now and he's gorgeous........XDXDXD okok, I'll spare you guys my fantasy details. but honestly, I didn't really understand the film. I'm still not very sure who the bad guy is. cos they all keep dying, I never know who is the real villian. seesh. but i tell you, (this is for the guys) Eva Green is bella. whoa, man she is HOT. for those who don't know, she was in Kingdom of Heaven last year with Orlando Bloom. and of course she was very pretty. the best part of the show was when Bond fell in love with her character, (Vesper Lynd) he actually practically said "I love you". I was like..........this is serious man. and he actually resigned to be with her, though it was shortlived. I nearly got a heartattack cos you know.....how can James Bond resign??!! sorry if this was a spoiler for those of you who have yet to watch the film. but unfortunately, this film didn't really emphasize on the cool James Bond gadgets like the ones you see when Pierce Brosnan was around. like the cool cars, bomb-in-pen kinda thing and his watch. nah.....nothing much.

overall, it was a pretty nice show. loads of eye candy. :P so go watch it people!!

-casino royale 007-




at 10:39 PM

today was super tiring. was awoken by MQ and sam arguing about who was better: shin or yul. -_-" dude, i slept at 2.30am man. gimme a break. anyway, we washed up, ate breakfast, changed and met liphin and arfah at far east. I can't remember the last time i went to far east man. i think it was last year. and the weirdest thing is that we took bus 123 3 times in 2 days. somehow we always end up taking bus 123. ( ok, that was totally random)

anyway, bottom line is, it was a really successful shopping trip. we were all shopping for prom. I bought a pair of really pretty, purple Guess? shoes!!! it's got pointy fronts!! ahh!! so pretty!! luckily MQ spotted them for me. and all 4 of them were telling me to get it. ahh well. so I had no choice eh? :P cost me 77 bucks. i can afford $77, considering my mum gave me $250. I LOVE MY MUMMY. i liked another pair too!! white chunky heels!! but 95 bucks leh.....don't push it. don't wanna spend so much in a day. now i'm just missing my handbag.

so arfah got her shoes and a shirt from zara. MQ bought a zara shirt too. sam got a cap from esprit which is really nice on her. gives off a cool, grungy-type of look. liphin got a jacket from far east. so all of us got something!!! haha. yay!! we walked so much ok?? omg, my feet were killing me. we walked all the way from far east to heeren, considering we actually walked and explored the shopping malls. shopping is the best type of exercise. burns calories and u have air-con. :P and you have no idea how much MQ can eat. she was eating non stop the whole day. but then she's running 10km tmr - what more can I say. so our whole trip together basically ended at heeren cos MQ was begging me to go home. so no choice, or I would have gone to centrepoint with the rest of them.

so i went home, and had to go out. AGAIN. yes again, cos liang yi wanted to buy her school bag, and aunt jasmine was playing mahjong, so my mum asked me to bring her out. well, not exactly my favourite thing to do considering my feet were hurting real bad. but no choice, cos my mum DID give me $250 after all in exchange to bring liang yi out. we didn't actually say it but u noe, there are alot of unspoken agreements between mum and daughter. haha. so went to taka, AGAIN, and after much deliberation, bought the "Step Up" soundtrack. which was a right decision cos I'm listening to it right now, and it's really cool. : ) can you believe MQ says Channing Tatum is NOT handsome??!! *faints* that girl needs to get her eyes checked.

lou called, and we had our first proper conversation in weeks. wow, i miss that girl so much. she said i can sleepover since her sis is in france now. yay!! :P i've never slept over in a friend's house before. i love you loulou!! *muacks!*

i just read chuxian's email, about mrs tang wanting to meet up with all the ex-co members of nyps since she's retiring next year. oh man. i can't imagine mrs tang retiring. I mean, she's been there since i was in PRIMARY 1. 10 years have passed so fast eh? i mean, she's almost like the unofficial nyps mascot. XDXDXD honestly, i would really like to go for the gathering, but it's just weird meeting everyone again after so long, considering we didn't really bother to keep in touch. not me at least. it's gonna be so awkward!! so chu xian, if you ever read this, (which i doubt you will) my answer is no, I'm not going. but i do really really appreciate all your effort for NYPSCO after all these years. you're the best. : )

peace out folks : )


at 1:58 AM

three....two....one......*drumroll*........... OLEVELS ARE OVER BAYBEH!!!!! YAHOOOOO!!!!!! do you know wat this means? this symbolizes the end of my secondary school career. no holiday homework, no cca, no extra lessons!! besides the olvls, sec 4s have the best life. dude, i really can't imagine being 17 man......now i gota worry about results next year. it will decide on whether i'll enjoy my my CNY. cos you know, people are gonna ask you, how did you do blah blah blah. oh boy. I think I will be happier today if my chem was good. it was an utter disappointment. and chem is one of my best subjects!! it was so hard can??!! but people say its easy. -_-" ahh well.....i'm gona fail chem, and geog too. sigh!

on a lighter note, sam and miaoqun are staying over. exam finished at 5.15pm, and we went home and changed and were at orchard by 6.15pm. not bad eh? we change fast. :P then went to watch STEP UP!! awesome show. cos channing tatum is HOT. the girl is damn hot too. anyway, there were a few complications with the tix, turns out they printed 2 of the same tix. i think the quality of lido is going down man. cineleisure better. got nicer popcorn too.

so anyway, we came back after a bit of shopping, (i bought a shirt) went home, showered and then........GOONG MARATHON!!! well, i actually wasn't really participating, cos i was talking to HS and watched amazing race and ANTM. hs watches goong. EVERY episode. i tell you, he's worse than a girl.

actually, the truth of the completion of olevels hasn't sunk in yet, so I'm not as hyper as sam and miaoqun. we're going shopping with arfah at far east well, today, considering it's already past midnight. and yes, it is late. so i better go. cya.

I'm a free person. : )


at 12:07 PM

i am FINALLY free of lit and joy luck club. i can't tell u how happy i am. I HATE lit. goodness......why did i even take it in the first place? nonetheless, i did my best for this exam, so I don't have any regrets. I would have liked to write a bit more, but time didn't allow it. sigh! what more can I say? jacklyn says she confident of getting an A ; good for her! I'm glad.....but i know im getting a B for my humanities. it's ok, Im not aiming for 6A1s, I'll be happy with 8 or 9 points.

mei called home from new zealand today!! haha.....she said she bought me a necklace and she'll try to get me my snow globe. I don't know when i became a snow globe-y person....... yay!! i love my lil sis!! she's my caramel candy, hard on the outside, but soft and squishy on the inside! :P she said she absolutely loved her adventure camp and it's way more challenging than OBS. in other words, I'd hate it. she said she had to touch mud, moss, worms and sleep among those awful things like spiders etc. omg YUCK YUCK YUCK!!! how can she ever find that fun??!! it's my every description of hell, i tell you. and this is the girl who finds shopping torturous. -_-" oh my, my sis and I are 2 different opposites. but then again, opposites attract!! only she and yingx appreciate my lame jokes...........:P

2 more subjects to go!! 3 more days to freedom!! had a nightmare last night. *shudders* rather not talk about it man......(yes, it's about Olvls) last paper on the 16th is delayed by 1hr. why? cos GEORGE W. BUSH is coming. big deal. what does mr bush want to do on our sunny little island? I'm imagining him eating char kway teow. *roars with laughter* but really, what's with the delay man? it's not even an american exam. it's british!! seesh...... mei is coming back on the 16th too!! mum will have 2 very happy girls in the house. haha!! can't wait can't wait can't wait..............!!! : )


at 4:25 PM

today's post is gona be short. but then again, i said i don't like long posts right? haha.....well, today was the official last day of chem tuition with mrs tan. we were all taking photos. I'm not sure if I'll actually miss everyone. I mean, I don't talk to the guys at all. they're all a bit too childish for my liking, but then again, we can always count on them to make good jokes. :P I think i'll miss the girls like joanna, cherilynn, joan, nicole........well, life goes on. thank you mrs tan, for all you've taught me this past 2 years. I couldn't have done it without you. hopefully I'll see you again next year if I do chem in jc.

went to the designer's office after class. yea, the house looked nice. but the details were so boring!! how long can you talk about a car porch and kitchen man??!! *yawns* dad felt bored too, and used me as an excuse to go drink coffee......seesh............-_-"

yea, that's about it. I've just printed like a million photos from my phone. mei will kill me when she finds out. haha. better go do chem, amath AND lit. *sobs* i hate joy luck club, especially that yingying person. crazy psychopath. :P

5 more days to freedom..........


at 9:56 PM

emath paper 2 today. hmmm.....it wasn't as easy as expected. not like paper 1, which was really a no brainer. i actually had qns i had to think about then tackle them again and again. somehow A1 doesn't seem so easy.......I'm still a little broken hearted about geog.....but my friends made me feel much better. thx guys! : ) 3 more subjects to go. grin and bear it..............grin and bear it................

went to vivo city for dinner tonight!! it's my first time there, and yes, it was big. we had to walk so bloody far just to get to the friggin' restaurant. gosh.....the directions aren't very clear ya noe. my parents don't like it at all. they say they're never going there again. ahh well.....old people. haha. they can't stand the noise and the crowd basically. looks like i gotta go there with my friends then. but i still prefer my orchard road. :P vivo is just like another suntec, just newer. i went to this HUMONGOUS, GARGANTUAN shopping mall in canada last year. lets just say, it makes vivo look SMALL. ahh......now THAT'S what you call a shopping paradise eh? they had really cool brands there too.......like Garage. omg, i love love love Garage!!!! why oh why don't they wanna go global?? so anyway, vivo is really no big deal. since i've seen the best, i don't xihan.

chem tuition at 9am tmr. boohoo.......really don't feel like it. : ( but no choice. sigh! 6 more days to freedom.........


at 5:58 PM

you know how life just toys with u? if u don't, well i know. i thought i did not bad for ss, and so i was soooo happy. why? because I could see a ray of hope for my humanities to get a distinction. so maybe i could get 6 A1s after all? but NO. i just HAD to screw up geog. what kind of bloody questions did they ask man?? tourism development?!! pennnisular msia?? WHAT THE HELL??!! and they HAD to make the environment question so god damn easy that it's like a giveaway. but i couldn't do it cos i didn't study it. is cambridge trying to mock me or smth?? WHY WHY WHY DID I NOT STUDY ENVIRONMENT?? even last yr's tourism question is not that hard........

i have been whining to everybody since i came out. i started with amanda, then to HS, then to yingx, then to joanna, then to liang hui and now to ethel (who's currently ignoring me on msn). god help me. yingx found it easy, cos she did environment that smart girl. julian said it was so easy......yea yea rub it in. dsa to rjc somemore.......

im currently in the deepest, darkest depths of depression. im so sad that i can't even cry. looks like my lucky underwear could only carry me as far as bio. god damn it. ok, maybe I didn't put in 100% effort into geog, but I don't think i deserve to fail either!! considering i got 35/50 for prelims. dats an A2 ok?? omg omg......even if u don't wanna give me an A, at least a B4 k? Im not even asking for a B3!! liang hui said it was ok, and that cambridge is not so strict and they'll give points if you write alot. sry cousin, but i dunno how far I can trust that. I tell you, to all those people who did environment and don't get A1, I'm gonna smack you. it's a question so easy that it insults your intelligence.

oh man. i feel sick. geog has never disppointed me like this before......*sobs* liang hui says that despite my whining, if i still get an A, he'll smack me. hey, if i get an A, i'll GLADLY take the smack AND i'll punch myself too. and then we can confidently say that cambridge examiners are BLIND. but then again, my gut feeling is always right, and it's saying that my A is out the window. so what more can i say?

someone shoot me.


at 5:53 PM

YAHHOOOOOOOO!!!! MERGER AND SEPERATION CAME OUT!!! YES YES YES!!! i love SS all over again. haha......wait. no. i never loved it in the first place. :P i wasted all my time studying man. the past 3 days could have been used to study geog and bio. seesh..... nvm nvm. it's over. I hearby declare myself an expert on merger and seperation. haha.....well only merger actually. I don't really like seperation. but ironically, I don't feel too good about my essays, especially the second part. but ahh well.....even if I don't do well enough for part 2, I won't fail it. maybe SBQ will pull me up? heh, shocker eh? never thought I'd be saying this. and this is the FIRST TIME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE that I finished an SS exam. luckily it's the most crucial one. I even had 10 mins left over! this shows miracles do happen......: ) I see a ray of hope of getting an A for humanities! yay!! let's see how geog is first......

emath was an entire insult to our intelligence. this was the first qn: 3+2(4-5) solve. i was like ^$($#%#%^&*??!!!!!! this is olevels?! ok.....but....i don't hate it!! haha!! :P mrs tang msged and told me not to get complacent so we can do well in paper 2 as well. so make sure you don't slack off people!!

yea well......my main purpose of blogging today was just to say that I'm pretty pleased with myself. HAHA. so ego rite? but pls....I'm really proud of my SS. Mei is going to new zealand tmr. lucky girl. coincidentally, Lou is coming back from France tmr too! I hope she bought my snow globe. ahh.......10 days left to freedom......

ps: my sis has a goong screensaver. I can't believe it.


at 11:30 PM

I HATE SS. not only is it the worse subject, it's the most time consuming subject to study. it's pretty ridiculous actually. why can't they tell us what to study?? seesh.....it's a bloody waste of time if u ask me.

anyway, it being a nasty subject, of course it gave me a nasty headache. so much so I had to take a break, so i turned to my trusty pal, HS, who doesn't seem to need to study much at all. but then again, like he says, that's why they're st gabs and we're crescent. but it was really nice actually. he called and we talked and it really took my mind off things. laughed here and there and talked about some lame stuff and my "authentic christmas" last year. and he told me that he was really nerdy in primary sch. to the extent that, he didn't know how to tuck in his shirt so he tucked it all the way in. OMG SO CUTE!!!!! can u imagine a small, 9 yr old bespectacled boy with his shirt tucked all the way into his pants??!! laughable!! haha.....the blissful innocence of childhood. (wow. where did that poetic line come from? *pats self on back*) anyway, thx HS, for calling. u made my day. : )

so I'm soooo dreading monday. let the topics I have studied come out pls!!! merger and seperation......welfare state......education.......I HATE SUSTAINING DEVELOPMENT. just can't seem to remember a single bloody thing. ahh well.....let's keep our fingers crossed and............may god be with us. (I'm NOT christian)

ps: look out for monday's post to read my whinings. XDXDXD


at 4:31 PM

My hand HURTS!!!! omg......i hate lit. today was lit paper 1, AEOTP. i was pretty taken aback by the questions actually. to think i studied all the themes and what to write if they asked us something about the 'truth'. but no, they came out.........character. which is the most fundamental. i was actually thrown off guard for a while. looks like I gave cambridge too much credit. I thought they would slaughter us!! don't get me wrong. they did. so aeotp was ok, so they have to kill us with unseen right? Right. i didn't like the unseen at all. i told myself that i'll never do poem, but surprise surprise. i DID. sis will be soooo proud of me. don't know why, i just didn't get the prose when i saw it. and the poem WAS pretty interesting. just that questions were NOT. omg......i dunno if i wrote out of point. and everyone seemed to do prose. was it that simple?? damn it!!! i should have done prose!!!!! ahhhhhh!!!!! oh gosh.....i must be an idiot. pls pls.......at least let me pass my unseen. okok, better not think. I HATE THE HUMANITIES. ok, i'll study it. but why must they put it as the COMPULSORY component?!! seesh...... looks like i gotta bang on SS and geog now. and so now i gota pray for merger and seperation to come out for SS. *sobs* I'm telling you, if i don't get my 6 A1s, it's because of those blasted humanities........grrrr..........