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at 11:31 PM

GO DUSTIN AND KANDICE!!!! WHOOOOO!!~~~~~ i hate charla and mirna. i really want dustin and kandice to win!! they just so deserve it. they never quarrel, they keep their cool, and omg omg omg i want them to win so bad!!!!! next monday is the finale!! can't wait!!!!!

ok that was one random post. :P


at 2:37 PM

today's combined school meet was a big BORE. omg it was so lame, and a bloody waste of time. i think the only people enjoying themselves were the councillors and well, my sis and company. hc has the most boring cheers on the face of this earth. we cheered the whole morning, and it was just the same few ones. they don't have the creativity to come up with better ones. and all 4 faculites (houses) basically share all the cheers. just change the name only. -_-"' can never hold a candle to ac man. ac has LOADS. and they're actually NICE. if the cheers were nice, it might actually be fun. seesh. you see, the smarter you are, the worse your level of creativity. hc produces good results, yes, but when it comes to thinking up cheers, FORGET IT. AC may not hog the headlines for alevels results, but they're unique, and i guess the people have more life. ok, this is seriously getting depressing. better stop thinking. sigh.

my foul mood was made worse by the STUPID woman bus driver on my way home. so basically my sis pangsehed me to go out with her friends, mum was at holland v and didn't drive, so i took the bus home myself. i forgot to bring my wallet to school, so i borrowed 55 cents from sis. when i put it into the machine, she demanded to see my ez link card. when i said i didn't have it, she demanded i pay the adult fare. WHAT THE HELL?!!! doesn't my whole uniform attire tell you i'm a student???!!! FUCK HER LA! so i said i didn't have anymore money, so she told me to borrow from my friend, and i said that i was alone. she then gave me that very mean stare, and i glared right back at her. i could tell from her accent that she wasn't singaporean, probably malaysian, and i was so tempted to scream at her to go back to where she came from, and we didn't need her sucky service anyway. unfortunately, i was wearing uniform, and i couldn't afford to have her complain to hc about bad behavior. so i bit my tongue. if only i wasn't wearing uniform, i would have yelled at her, rolled my eyes and stalked off. FUCK THAT STUPID BITCH LA. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU TO HELL!!! Hope you get into an accident that leaves you bedridden, or better, dead. she makes me sick man. if only i had her name, i'll make a voodoo doll of her and stick pins in it. HMPH!!!!!!

i miss my goodlooking ac guys. sigh. in hc, the goodlooking ones are too short. like my new Ares faculty head, bryan. he looks like Utt!! quite cute, but vertically challenged. i wear heels and i'd be towering over him. the tall ones cannot make it. the few ones with both ok looks and height is from the basketball team. quite pathetic right? out of the whole school population, the only eligible ones are from the bball team. it's a sad, sad world.

i've got 2 tests this week-bio and chem. oh gosh i'm so dead.















-pissed.


at 4:14 PM

changed my blogskin. it's a spur of the moment thing cos i'm currently a big fan of the 'pride and prejudice' movie. a bit slow i know, considering the show came out last year, but it was unfortunately screening during the exam period so i couldn't watch. ms goh said it was good anyway. when the fad dies down i'll probably change it again. yingx! i saved my last blog template. i'm waiting for you to come back so that the 4 of us can take a group photo again! seriously, that last pic is pretty outdated. so come back fast!!!

was watching "Blade: Trinity" last night. it was rated M18 in the cinemas. the version on HBO was cut obviously. ryan reynolds has BEAUTIFUL, GORGEOUS 6PECS!!! AHHH!!!! i bet that very long scene with him shirtless was just for the ladies. :P seriously, it can rival brad pitt's. and to be fair to the guys, jessica biel is H-O-T. boy, what won't i give to have her figure.

so much for the beautiful people of the world. i'm now thrown back into reality to face the upcoming lecture tests. excuse me while i barf. talking about beautiful people, it's now the april to june period. which means.................*drumroll*........................CLAY COURT SEASON!!! WHOOOO!!!!~~~ VAMOS RAFA!! yes folks, my darling Rafael Nadal is back on his favourite surface. can't wait for Roland Garros. :) lets' see if rafa can keep his title for the 3rd year running.
















-right back in the water....................


at 2:21 PM

just finished watching 'pride and prejudice' starring keira knightley. love love love keira knightley. XD she's my idol. pity i only started watching halfway. anyway, it was a great show. i love the kind of attitude elizabeth has. so strong willed, straightforward.........basically anything i'm not. oh how i wish my character was like that. so inspired to read the book now. but i'm afraid it won't be the same. you know how movies always tend to screw up the book. anyone read the book? was the movie closely related to the it?

so yea. it's only the middle of the day, so nothing much to report. yingxy you didn't read my blog yesterday!! and since she won't be able to access it over the weekend, theres really not much point in me blogging now right?

i wish i could live in the 'pride and prejudice' era. where our biggest worries are finding a husband, where we just attend balls and wear pretty dresses and not worry about bloody calculus. seesh. not that i WANT to get married or anything........but ahhh heck, you get the picture. now must go study for the freaking bio test. i'm trying to stop myself from rolling my eyes.

over and out people.












-my life is so pointless..............


at 9:16 PM

i am totally sore. my muscles are killing me. why? who wants a shot at the million dollar question? well, sorry folks, what about 1 million rupiah? :P well, those living in Singapore and not Canada would know that this is the napfa test period. so i had mine yesterday. and the whole day today was PAINFUL!! walking up and down steps with my jelly and aching muscles. even sitting down was such a chore!! and i couldn't walk as fast as i used to. i hate people who walk slowly. ouch ouch ouch............

tutors overload. when you need them, you'll never find them. then they start calling all at the same time. how am i supposed to choose? 1 chem tutor came over to my house yesterday, and he looks like bilbo baggins. i swear he's so cute. he talks like bilbo and even looks like bilbo!! the hair especially!! ahh!!!! im talking about the bilbo in the last instalment of LOTR. where he's REALLY old and ancient. :P haha.

ok, nothing much to say today. im just so tired. i notice it rains every friday during ah guat's chem tutorial. like heaven is crying for us. i love it when it rains at that time of the day, where you can cuddle up under the blanket in my aircon bedroom, with the stereo on. bliss, pure bliss. i look forward to the time i can do that again.












-OUCH!!!!


at 9:08 PM

what the hell. i studied so hard and tried to cramp all the bio info into my brain, only to find out the bio class quiz wasn't counted and mag tan wouldn't even mark it. she just gave us the answers right after we had finished it. -_-"' i'm soooooo dotted. but i guess it's good la. forced myself to study. and i understand why hc does so well for alevels.

ms ong came back from the states today. not exactly jumping for joy about that. she's my pw teacher. i mean,i don't hate her, i just don't think she has a very nice character as a person. she's the kind who's very loud, and she talks as if she knows everything. i don't really know how to describe her, but if i have to use one word, it's arrogant. don't like this kind of people at all. thank god i only have to see her face for 2 more terms. but boy isn't that still a very long time. sigh. i still don't know what her boyfriend sees in her. if my son every comes back with a gf like her, whoa lao, i'd just flip. she told us about a primary school boy who tried to ask her for the time and called her aunty in the process. she totally scolded him like shit! poor thing. aunty then aunty la! whats the big deal. some people call me madam k? and i'm only 17!! if that boy ever develops a fear of girls and becomes gay, :P:P:P it's totally her fault man. seesh! i think she's such an ah lian herself. can't believe hc can produce this kind of people. yes, she's hc alumni. yuck.

chinese lesson was funny today. but then again, chinese lessons are always quite amusing. we did some funny group stuff. don't really know how to say it in english, but i was just laughing alot. XDXDXD

ok, that paragraph is lame.

i really don't know why * has so many friends. yea, * is nice to friends and stuff, but despite being smart and all, i don't think * has a very outstanding character. always cursing and swearing, breaking school rules, rather childish too i think. completely uncivilised. and yes, quite ah lian too. sigh. * even has such good friends to stick up for it! yes. it. it's a neutral term. i think *'s parents should really look out for it more. whats the point of having such good qualifications when your character is totally in the pits?! boy am i glad that person left you. at least u suffer some of the pain you bring onto others, or potentially do. whatever la. i've seen through you completely. and though i'm nice to you, i never will completely be again, cos i know how mean you can be. and i thank god i probably don't have to face you in the near future.

miss u yingxy. how are the tickets coming along?













-wanna commit suicide? do it the blood-less way! go to jc!! XDXDXD


at 5:36 PM

okokok, quick. short one. i thought since i'm on the com anyway i'd might as well just................blog, to put yingx out of her misery. in fact, jc students hardly have time to come online anymore la. school is crazy. hardly see a lot of people on msn now.

bio quiz tmr. i'm so dead. my bio teacher is THE LIONESS. she's scary man. after my sec 4 and acjc bio teachers, who are super nice, kind and understanding, it's quite sad to have someone so fierce. but she's a good teacher, to give her credit. it's just quite stressful to go in shaking every bio lesson. sigh. thank god tutorials are only twice a week. anyway, bio is the worst subject to take in jc. the absolute pits. i say again, those who want to take H3 bio is beyond me. fine, you want a scholarship, but do H3 in another subject other than bio k? seesh. ONE chapter is already like 60+ pages. and they have GARGANTUAN terms. super long and sounds super cheem. even if i remember them somehow, my atrocious spelling will fail me. god knows why scientists can't keep names short and simple. so gota go mug mug mug. i know i probably won't be able to finish studying, but at least i tried.

my class was bitching about * today. one girl in my class la. i don't really like her much either, and it's quite surprising some people hate her much more than i do. never would have guessed it. haha. but you know what they say about bitching about others: they might just come back to you someday.











-information overload!!!


at 1:06 AM

went to watch 'phantom of the opera'. omg it was FANTASTIC!!! AHHH!!! oh man i want to watch it again!! sigh, but i don't think my pocket will allow it. LOL. the guy who acted as Raoul is soooooooooo handsome!!! ahh!! but christine is damn ugly la......a far cry from emmy rossum. haha. i'm glad christine went with raoul in this play. the raoul in the movie cannot make it la!! i would even prefer the phantom with the deformed face to him la!! :P:P:P so yes, it was a very very good production. the props were phenomenal. the creative directors are brilliant. that's nearly $500 well spent man.

i've decided that i want to learn the violin. after my piano diploma, (not exactly sure when i'll do it but definately before i'm 20) i'll start the violin. lets say i take, what, 10 years to get the violin diploma? i'll only be 30. hey, that's still young ok. i want to join SSO. or at least, that's something to look forward to. and it's good that i pick up the violin only when i'm older so i don't need to keep changing the size. ok, so inspired right now. haha!!

i bought a tshirt and the phantom necklace souvenior! so pretty! here it is!



it looked really good with my black top! :) good contrast. just received my letter from crescent to collect my olevel cert. it came in the envelope which we all wrote our name on last year. last year we had to write our own name on an envelope for this purpose, to send us the notification. i think it'll take too long to handwrite all the addresses for us. haha. i couldn't even recognise my own handwriting!! LOL!! but it's the same old envelope alright!! nostalgiaaa...........

ok, i'm the very phantom mood right now. :P currently listening to the soundtrack while i'm typing this. here are some of my favourite lyrics:

CHRISTINE
think of it! a secret engagement! look- your futue bride! just think of it!

RAOUL
but why is it a secret? what have we to hide?

CHRISTINE
please, let's not fight...........

RAOUL
christine, you're free!

CHRISTINE
wait till the time is right..........

RAOUL
when will that be?
it's an engagement, not a crime!
christine, what are you afraid of?

CHRISTINE
let's not argue..........

RAOUL
let's not argue........

CHRISTINE
please pretend.......

RAOUL
i can only hope i'll........

CHRISTINE
you will.......

BOTH
...........understand in time...........

-adapted from "MASQUERADE"


what i didn't really like though, is that they didn't really bring out or show that the prima donna is really a bitch. and the phantom didn't seem all that scary, or dangerous, or mysterious. i think the movie brought that out much better. but then again, it's a theatre, so there are loads of contraints. but as a whole, the play ROCKED!!!! :)














-anywhere you go, let me go too...............love me- that's all i ask of you...........


at 8:47 PM

ooooooooohh.............oh my tian i'm soooooooooo tired. this is the result of sleeping at 11+, almost 12 midnight for the whole entire week. i'm not surprised i hit the bed before 10pm today. tmr I WILL wake up early to start reading my bio notes. mag tan is one hell of a scary teacher but you gota admit, she's good. i actually understand what she says during lessons. sigh. if only she wasn't so fierce.

today a guy from ACRES, an organisation that rescues animals who are tortured or illegally brought into singapore, came to give us a talk. it was really entertaining..........and very very sad. extremely heartbreaking. and of course, me the crybaby was weeping buckets. thank god i think nobody saw. i'm too tired to type all the gory details here. but a big shout out to anyone with a heart: PLEASE VISIT www.acres.org.sg TO FIND OUT HOW YOU CAN PLAY A PART TO PREVENT ANIMAL CRUELTY!!! i'll probably report on all the stories tmr when i'm more awake. many animals around the world are suffering so much and it is unthinkable how some humans, (if they're even fit to be called that) can ever do this to another living thing. they should really be given a taste of their own medicine. these poor innocent animals suffer for years on end, most of the time until the time they die. as the saying goes: before you die, you already wish you're dead. cos the life they're living, well, hell would be preferable.

SO HAVE A HEART!!! PLAY YOUR PART!! EVEN A SMALL GESTURE MAKES A DIFFERENCE. HELP PREVENT ANIMAL CRUELTY!!!!!!!!!













-show some love in this cruel world................


at 11:35 PM




at 8:11 PM

sorry la yingxy. it seems that you must understand my sudden absences like these. it's jc after all with their crazy tests and schedules. had an econs quiz today which apprently is counted for CA and i'm gona fail it LIKE SHIT ON A STICK. :P really. it was 3 pages long and i left 2 whole sheets blank. no kidding. duno whether my teacher is gona come after me but heck care la. it's not my fault that i'm not that smart.

yep. so yingxy, i know we swore about blogging everyday and all but i'm so, so sorry that i have to be the one to break this pact first. i even see in the future that i won't be able to blog for a week or so. especially during exam period. sigh. but i really appreciate your effort yingxy. i love u.

went back to cgs choir today. they sounded really good! gave them a talk as ex-pres. so nice to be able to do that again. thanks for the chance germaine! hope to hear their good news on monday.

you know i've just thought..................it came to me all of a sudden.......how much i really gave up in leaving ac. i know that in ac, i'll definately join council. if not council then choir. and both are very outstanding ccas and i know i'll have good cca record. not like now. yes, i like HnF, but at the back of my mind i'm still worrying about my testimonial. and yes yes, i know they teach the same syllabus at both jcs, but u HAVE to admit that acjc will be less stressful than hc. less tests and whatsoever. and in hc, they're full of closet muggers and you can't trust anyone. theres this guy in my class who says he slacks, never studies but he still is one of the top for class tests. -_-"' whatever la. i just take in with a pinch of salt. and today, during econs test, i heard this guy in front of me saying he didn't study at all. then when he finished, i saw all the blanks filled. see? hc is hc. so hypocritical. everyone is just vying for the top spot. the plus side is that we get alot of oppotunities blah blah..........im signing up for some job attachment thing during june. but if you ask me, i'll still pick ac. the biggest regret in my life would be not being an ACSian. sigh....














-my heart is as heavy as a stone...........


at 9:25 PM

today was a rather eventful day. you know every morning, i'm the 1st from my class to arrive in school. all thanks to sis who likes to go to school early for god knows what reason at MY expense. god. something nice about going to school early is though, it's very nice and quiet. very few people are around and i can listen to my songs in peace at the lowest volume. that's probably around 6.40am. then as time passes, it gets more and more noisy, maybe around 6.50? i always curse the groups of people who have to talk and laugh so damn loudly in the morning. then by 7am, the noise is on at full blast. i have the choice of listening to my music super loudly or just switch it off. usually i switch it off. a guy in my class called ming te (pronounced ming de) usually comes after me, and i think it's almost a routine for us to wave and say hi. he's quite nice la. i don't talk to him at all after that first hi in the mornings though.

so today was anita's birthday. my class rep, yixin, has a crush on her, but unfortunately, the feeling isn't mutual. today we were treated to a generous show of affection. the both of them went to some place further away from our class bench, but close enough for us to see, where yixin gave anita a big pink teddy bear and probably a card or something. anita took the bear everywhere with her today. boy must yixin be happy. haha!! oh course both of them were teased mercilessly, not that they aren't used to it already. :P yixin is a very nice guy la. very dependable and he takes care of anita very well. he always waits for her to go to class, reminds her about stuff, basically treats her the best la. you never find him far from her. the down side is that he's short and not very handsome. he's not ugly, just not handsome. :P oh i'm so jealous!! hmph!! :P boy, what won't i give for a guy to do this for me. i just hope he's not too ugly. :P yes, mean of me but it's true la. shan't elaborate. mum says if i slim down there'll definately be guys after me. -_-"' honestly i think it's quite unlikely considering the only guys i know are the guys in my class. and there's less than 10 of them. or about 10. whatever man. just not gona happen. she's my mum. she's obliged to day this kind of things. so jiayou yixin! keep up the hard work and i'm sure you will catch anita's heart one day!! LOL!! :P

this is anita with her teddy bear from yixin. lucky girl!!!



so while waiting for felicia to go for HnF today, i talked to yvonne at the class bench. i really really like yvonne. i think she's a genuinely nice person. too bad i'm not close to her. yep. so we were talking about relationships. kaiyi's love triangle and her bf. kaiyi is one lucky girl. i think she's really pretty and the guy who likes her is kinda cute. unfortunately, she doesn't feel the same way but likes another cute guy who seems like the player kind. duno la, but i envy her for even being associated with hot guys. lol. yvonne told me she's dating her ogl. i guessed correctly!! haha. but i guess she knows what she's doing. yvonne is really smart and i can already envision her getting 4As. oh yes. i took a picture of her pencil box.



everything inside is pink!! i had a shock! :P the only non-pink stuff are her yellow, green and orange highlighters which she claims are better for the eyes. -_-"' then we were joking about her bf being her "CCA", cos she doesn't have a cca in school. so that's what she spends her time on: dating. but i'm sure she studies a hell lot too.

so later i went for Health and fitness!! it was great!! quite fun too!! we did yoga and aerobics. i love yoga. yes it's hard, but it helps to reduce stress. felt damn good just lying on the mat with aroma therapy music in the background. the only thing is the club is freaking small. 12 j2s and 9 j1s. so altogether 21 of us. of gosh. and today, there were less than 10. lol. but it doesn't matter. i like small class sizes, especially for yoga. i finally did yoga!! wow i feel damn exotic and sophisticated. and the whole ambience of the room was just great. quiet, and you forget that you're in school. joining HnF was the right choice. :) the seniors are really nice too. aerobics was super vigourous and tiring. sweat a damn hell lot too. but it felt good. :) i've always wanted to do aerobics. so this cca is perfect cos i get to do both for free. otherwise it's damn ex outside.

yep! so basically this is one of my more exciting days. quite pathetic eh? this is counted 'exciting'. seesh. took a picture of sis and pingan a few days ago. it's super sweet!



oooohhh!!! isn't pipi boyboy the cutest?! haha!! love that shm
é-wee boy boy. haha!!













-i'm addicted to starfruit juice. yumyum!!


at 6:19 PM

ok. 2nd post for today. does this mean i get let off tmr yingx? :P i'm blogging again cos i went to my sis' blog. well, just continue reading downwards and you'll get the drift.

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. i'm always grinning like an idiot after watching or reading happy endings.

2. i like to make funny faces and poses in dressing rooms. :P

3. after i watch a movie i like, i always daydream about being the actor who plays that character and see if i can perform as well as he/she does.

4. i swore to remain pure until i'm engaged to someone. but if a handsome stranger kidnaps me to the wilderness, who knows what may happen.....................:P

5. i always find myself looking at people's teeth when they talk.

6. when it comes to telling someone off, i always plan what i want to say in advance. but when it comes down to saying it, i chicken out at the last minute. i hate it that i'm such a non-confrontational person, cos some people really deserve to be told off.


oh god that was so hard!! i really don't do a lot of weird things. i had to crack my brain just to come up with these few! maybe cos they're not coming to me yet. haha

i know i'm supposed to pinpoint 6 more people to do this, but i don't think i even have 6 regular readers. so if you wanna do this, just do it and tag my board so i can go read k? thanks.


at 5:43 PM

Samaritans of Singapore (for any person in crisis and feeling suicidal), please call 1800-2214444. whoa lao. you see the telephone number so long, the sight of it already puts me off from calling man. by the time i finish dialing, i would have jumped off the building already. LOL. why can't they choose a shorter number? like 111? easy to remember and dial. there's a reason why the police emergency number is the simple 999. cos you need help like NOW. especially when you're about to jump off OCBC building. haha........funny so funny...........

i can see now why my class doesn't like ah guat. yep. that's my form teachers name. OOI AH GUAT. it is not a joke. i repeat, it is not a joke. yingx you can stop laughing now. she's so condescending. like telling me off so loudly just because i didn't use 2 hands to do titration -_-"'. and i feel she treats us like little kids. in fact, i think ALL teachers treat us like kids. yeah, i understand that's necessary in primary school. thought it'd get better in secondary school. no luck, well except maybe a bit better in sec 4. i had awesome teachers and an even better class. :D 4C3 rocks my socks. in jc, well, i still feel like a kid. i guess it will be better in uni right? i mean, you can't be treating 20+ year olds like kids.

today was a super hot day. i nearly melted. from tmr onwards, i'm tying my hair up. yep. can't think of anything much to report. i'm just happy that this week is a little bit more slack, cos of presidential elections and all. so we get to miss some classes. :) very happy about that. i'm going for my first HnF session tmr. i'm excited and nervous. well aerobics and yoga sounds like fun; i've always wanted to do both. but nervous cos of err.......new people and all. i can't help it if i'm anti social!! hopefully it goes well. *cross fingers*

i think it's almost a staple in my posts to say that i miss yingxy. so here goes. I MISS YOU YINGXY!!! can't wait for you to come HOME.

i think kern starts school today at ngee ann poly. must remember to ask him how it is..................















-.........................


at 1:01 PM

i'm blogging today so yingx won't be screaming down my throat again. just finished sending an email to aunty jenny. a reply actually. she sent me the email on march 20, and i'm only replying now. whoops! don't get me wrong, i DID read it earlier, just that i wasn't in the mood to reply. until now. haha.

ok folks, can't tell you how much i'm looking forward to graduating. i think i've said this what, a million times? ok, maybe end of 2008 is a bit far away from now, plus theres the super petrifying alvls, so i'll just look forward to the end of this year, after my pw oral presentations. i really hope they organise more overseas trips. i really wanted to go for the one where they're going to the states in june, but the trip is 2 weeks and i really need the time to study for block tests. ARGH!! in jc 2 you can't afford to leave the country. you've gota mug mug mug. yingx, trust me, you made the right choice about studying in canada ok? jc is killer. you'll be dead like a dodo bird. at least next year sis will be with me. i'll have FAMILY in school, though we won't see each other so often. at least i know she's around. and we can go home together! i know she's not exactly looking forward to that........:P but too bad.

all the tests are coming up, and science pracs. maybe i should really have gone to the arts stream. no science pracs shit, and they can go home earlier. no ph, you wanna do medicine right? RIGHT RIGHT?! oh gosh i don't know!!! i don't know i don't know i don't know..........bloody shit another headache. so we have math test tmr, SPA assesment coming, BIO TEST!! AAHHHH!!!!! oh. my. god. i keep reminding myself that other people are going through it too, but somehow it seems much worse in hc.

i actually wanted to type alot, but it's all not coming to me now. damn it. but i wanna complain about pw. what the fuck is moe's problem about making pw compulsory?! luckily my pw teacher will be away during this week. pw lessons will be taken over by gp. i actually like gp you know. i like the contreversal topics. i mean, we've been doing projects since the begninning of time. we know how to work in a group ok?!! as for oral presentations, we have had oral exams for 10 years. stop already. i know how to talk. bloody hell. you see? this is why i need a password on my blog. i keep cursing and swearing at people. wait till i graduate yingx, then i can remove my password safely without having to worry about discipline masters after me. and to make things worse, my pw group isn't very cooperative. there was this girl...........oh nvm nvm. just the thought if it makes my blood boil.

i miss the olvls. really i do. now i understand why liangbao fails his jc subjects like crazy. haha. i'll be just the same man. i'm gona be the worst student hwachong ever has. ok, maybe not the worst, but one of the worst. theres this guy in my chinese class who i have never seen before cos he keeps ponning them, and he's a retainee. my chinese teacher keeps talking about how he should go to ITE. lol. my chinese teacher is damn funny and cute.

i joined the health and fitness club in school. NO IT IS NOT TAF CLUB. apparently they do aerobics and yoga. i really don't mind that. :) hopefully it's fun, and i get to make more friends. at least it's better than library, where the people move slow. i've already ordered my HnF club shirt. that library hasn't even gotten back to me yet. SEESH!!

miss you yingxy. you were my rock. want am i supposed to do without my rock? i know, fall and die. i'm already dead.













-damn! i hate it when i sound so emo.............


at 6:49 PM

i'm very pissed and very dead. i have a math test on monday and i have NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON. AT ALL!!!!! for like 50% of the topics. and the rest of the 50%? well, most of them are all half-baked. i think i need individual math tution. i'm gona fail the test so badly that i'm gona have to go for counselling all over again. and this is like, the same for all my 4 subjects. bloody shit.

sorry folks i don't know what to blog about today. mostly because of my bad mood. i woke up at 7am, on a freaking SATURDAY!!!! and why you might ask? cos i had a CHINESE TEST in school. what the fuck?! and then we had some lame research symposium thing that i ponned halfway. you expect me to sit there for 3 hours listening to people explain their freaking science projects?! no way man. i mean, no offence, you may be the next einstein and all, but i really, REALLY can't be bothered with your god-knows-what experiment.

i hate school you know. it's not what i wanna do at all!! i'm not even the slightest bit interested! i like clothes, i like fashion, i want hollywood!! not the paris hilton way but.............argghhh!!!! can i just quit studying and go be a PA to one of the big shots? don't need much science or math for that. just good PR skills, which i'm proud to say i have. i don't want to worry about my math or science test!! i wanna worry about what my client is going to wear to the next photoshoot or something!! superficial yes, but god!!! at least i'll LIKE what i'm doing. oh yes, i forgot about the job hazards. where you get screamed at by someone whose IQ is probably only a fraction of yours. ok fine. life sucks. period. this is gona be the toughest period of time in my life.

i'm so pissed. sooooooo pissed. i wanna shoot someone. don't even get me started on my pw group. just the thought makes me vomit blood. my patience is really gona be tested to the max this year.













-LIFE SUCKS!


at 4:11 PM

dance, shout, clap your hands and say YEAH!! lol.......today was a good day. firstly, i survived 2 hrs of bio prac. i HATE science pracs. they're the worst. 2nd, ms ong didn't scold me!!! whooo!!!~~~ and 3rd, i got to go home early!! ms ong let us off early, (we're supposed to end at 3) and my chinese teacher let us off class. :D yep! so i was home by 3+. so happy. haha. it's really rare i get to go home early you know. this is jc, not secondary school.

yingx, i'm insanely jealous of you. it looks like you're coping at your school really well!! and don't mind jason leslie. i mean, if any guy showed me that much attention, and he's good looking (he must be cos he has a gf right?) i'll be sooooo happy!! and think about it. at least your life in school isn't a bore. and yes, he's annoying, but are you telling me it isn't at least a BIT funny? lol. i was grinning like a maniac reading your blog. still can't believe he asked you out, and proposed!! i swear, that is one thing singapore guys will never do. your canadian guys have more life. the guys in my class can't match up man. i even miss the guys from my ac class. compare them, my ac classmates actually are GOODLOOKING. i never thought it then ok. and at least you don't have napfa test. yucks...........you guys don't even have pe there!! damn it.

so i'm really looking forward to july!!! can't wait can't wait. and timing's perfect cos i just my block tests. yingxy i miss you!!!! it's really time i change my blog picture to something more recent of the 4 of us. this one will be 2 years old by december! gosh...........time flies eh? but i want a background of a nice location. i guess there aren't many breathtaking sceneries in singapore. oh!! maybe if i visit you in december? we can take one in front of niagara falls! if only................ oh look, almost 1 entire post dedicated to you. don't you feel honoured? haha..........love you dear.













-why can't you just reply me?


at 7:51 PM

today is one of the worst days of my life. seriously. i'm so pissed i feel that i can KILL somebody. it's times like these that i wish more than anything that i could have a death note. i would write down all the names of those who piss me off and they can go to the devil for all i care.

we got our project work group today. my group SUCKS. it's officially the pits. all the people i have been praying and hoping to work with went to other groups. it's so unfair that people actually get who they want while others can't. I HATE THIS. there's this girl in my group *, well she's a councillor and all, but i think she's not a nice person. she's not sincere at all. she's the type of person who won't bother to remember your name, likes to have alot of friends but likes to be closer to the popular people. i find her so fake and such a big phony. she's in my group, AND she's my lab partner. boy, isn't god kind to me. -_-"' during practicals she makes the whole place so wet with her washing. sometimes the water sprays over to my side too. i mean, hello!! don't you know how to wash properly?!! teachers should deduct marks for untidy people man. i mean, we really can't afford scientists and doctors who would leave the labs looking like a hurricane just came along. 2 years, or just slightly less, with her. oh my god. someone just shoot me.

even worse, i have officially succeeded in pissing my project work teacher off. i actually wanted to talk to her, but i didn't end until 4. and she said she didn't think she'll be in school unitl 4. so i said i'll try for 3 but i couldn't cos i had mock practical exam and i couldn't get out and we couldn't have our handphones on us!! when i was released at 4, i msged her and asked if she was still in school, but she didn't reply me fast enough so i went for econs make up lecture. i finshed about 5, then received her msg saying that she was very annoyed with me that i didn't look for her. so, gritting my teeth, i gave her a call to apologise and explain why i didn't meet her. she was really quite mad, though i said sorry countless times...........argh!! basically she's pissed at me ok?!!! my counsellor told me she used to teach my pw teacher, cos she was hci alumni, and that she's very loud and talkative but has a kind heart. god. i want to vomit blood man. kind heart my foot. she has a kind heart, and i'm jessica alba, jennifer aniston and angelina jolie all rolled into one. BAH! i swear, being a teacher makes you all cuckoo. yingx is right. FUCK THAT STUPID MISS ONG MAN. teachers(most of them) suck. i mean, you were from hci too. don't you know how busy we students are? why can't you be more understanding? all you need to do is plomp your stupid fat ass down in your aircon staffroom and mark. still complain so much about waiting. got aircon somemore leh. stupid pig. so fat, i wonder what your bf sees in you man. i hope he dumps you. gota face her tmr again. god. hope she doesn't embarrass me in front of the class.

yep. so i'm cursed. what a way to start off the week. i think i really won't be able to enjoy my jc life man. i took 2 months to get used to ac, so hopefully i'll get used to hc in 2 months too. it's been a month since i entered hc already, so 1 more month to go. oh god it's going to kill me. i seriously can't wait for graduation. 1 over year more. on one hand i want time to pass fast so i can leave, on the other hand i want more time to prepare for alevels. i still don't know if i should have gone to poly instead. no. poly has loads of projects and i HATE projects. damn it. singapore education system sucks big time.

hci lost to rjc in the waterpolo finals today. this put an end to their 14 year long winning streak. gosh, 14 years is a very long time. poor things. i found out from my friend. apparently all the polo boys were crying at the end of the match. the score was 5-1. gosh, rjc really trashed them man. sigh. wonder if they will announce tmr. it's not exactly something to be happy about anyway. i saw C, and he was talking to some st margarets girl. i was at island creamery with kellie and he was sitting outside with her for a while. i couldn't help it. i kept turning back to look at him. i was damn jealous la. on a lighter note, i had a great time with kelbear today!! i miss you so much girl!! and we WILL meet up more often! next time at that fish and chips place behind njc for lunch!!

school tmr. 3 words. GOD HELP ME.













-i'm so sick of studying. so, so sick............................


at 12:32 PM

130th post today folks! ok, i can't be celebrating every 10th post like this.

i bought a korean movie for like half the price yesterday. there was this sale going on. it's called: "a millionaire's first love". oh gosh i was crying like shit. why must the koreans make their movies so tragic? happy endings just don't fit well with them. someone's gota tell them that though it's cliche, people LIKE happy endings. so stop making all the fans and viewers so depressed.

i find it so annoying that time always moves at the wrong pace. during school hours, time seems to crawl. when i was wishing and looking forward so much to my og outing and this long weekend, time just flew past. tmr is back to school. i'm so revolted. can't tell you how much i want to graduate. I WANT TO TRAVEL!!!! i have made a list already.



PLACES I MUST SEE!!
(in no particular order)

1. stonehenge
2. yosemite national park
3. great barrier reef
4. maldives
5. hawaii
6. spanish steps
7. travis fountain
8. eiffel tower
9. louvre museum
10. ayers rock
11. pyramids
12. bora bora french polynesia
13. statue of liberty
14. cape town

this is one long list. i'm sure there's more but they haven't come to me yet.

can't wait for july when yingx comes back!!!!!!!!! :):):)













-and this new week makes it a month..............................


at 1:22 PM

erm, nothing much to report. it's a saturday but it feels like sunday, cos yesterday was good friday. got PI for project work to do. YUCKS MAN. just came back from shao mu for my mum's mother. damn sad man. i miss granny. can't believe she's been gona for almost 3 months already. i still remember her face so clearly. sigh..........

anyway, pics i promised from og outing last thursday night. next time, i'm not settling for anything less than neoprints!! :P



1/3 of abraxon. lol. i think this pic is really pretty!! but sukhveen insisted on another cos her eyes were closed. -_-"'



i think this one is not as nice as the first. sukhveen's eyes are damn big in this one. HAHA!!! :P



the ORIGINAL Abraxon!!! gosh, i miss them all to death. i would give anything to turn back the clock and let time freeze at that moment. i think julie's legs are hot. XDXDXD



1SC5!!! the original one too. :P don't miss them as much as i miss abraxon, but i miss them enough!!



some weird, random pic.


















-memories, memories and more memories............


at 6:19 PM

it's bloody unfair canada has 4 days holidays while we only have 3. cos they have easter monday too. that's it man. i'm definately moving there. :P sis and yangx just came back from picking apart a fan somebody disposed of. they managed to salvage the motor. for god knows what reason. i, of course, did not participate in such a childish act. i know yingx would have gone along with them if she were here. seesh!!

i'm damn pissed at my laptop. the internet just refuses to work!! even yangx can't repair it. so now i'm using the com in the hall. today was qing ming, so we went to pay respects to the ancesters. it was such a hot day, we nearly melted. so so so so so so hot. then we went for lunch. this comes the fun part aka time to torture yingx. XDXDXD we ordered 5 chai poh eggs, 2 fishes and a hell lot of other dishes. yingx, your brother ate 4 bowls of porridge. i think he could have eaten more but we were running short of time as everyone had finished already. your brother was the only guy at the ladies' table, cos he said he wasn't a man yet- he was still a child. :P i suggested that when you come back in july yingx, we pick you from the airport and immediately go to eat the porridge and chai poh egg. :) would you like that? haha. in the meantime, you have to make do without roti prata, chwee kueh, char kway teow, wanton mee, chicken rice, chai poh egg, teh tarik, bak kwa, pineapple tarts etc.........shall i go on? but instead, you gota compromise with more and more CLAM CHOWDER!!!! sorry, i just had to do that. i mean, hello, you're driving before me. so we're even. i'm telling you yingx, no one misses you more than me. well, other than your mum and bro. so i'm 3rd. even your mum could tell. NOT EVEN YOUR FRIENDS K??!! their missing you can NEVER be compared to mine.

i think for my taste in, *ahem*, boys, i have finally learned to look below the surface. shall just leave it at that for now. after all, a little suspense never killed anybody.










-why are my thoughts all filled with you???


at 9:13 PM

we had og gathering after all!!! with like................6 of us in total. but today just proved that quantity does not equal quality. though only 6 out of the original 18 of us turned up, we still had a great time!! oh boy........6 is like only 1/3. lol......

saw alot of ac ppl at holland v. even saw the crescent councillor nicole at crystal jade. whoa........damn emo la. then sukhveen said the order period for the acjc tshirts were over!! damn it!! i want!! all the boys were damn late la. make me, sukhveen and boss wait for them for soooooo long in coffee bean!! talk about being gentlemen. seesh!! kern came first, then alistair, then jonathan. sukhveen and boss were teasing and tricking each other about when jon would come. we waited for like 2 hours in total man. crazy. i'm surprised my patience lasted that long. to curb her boredom, boss made me, kern and alistair paper planes. LOL!! kern's is airforce 1, mine is airforce 2, alistair's is airforce 3. so funny man. but thx boss!! i'm definately keeping it.............though it's so crappish. :P

then we went to eat nasi lemak. boss' recommendation. it was actually damn good la. the aunty said boss was so cute. LOL!!! all of us were laughing like nuts. we always laugh till our stomachs hurt when boss is around. alistair treated me to coke, cos he 'owed' me 5 cent. :P actually feel kind of bad la. i mean, a can of coke doesn't cost 5 cents. :P thanks alistair!!! we didn't take neoprints, cos well, holland v has no neoprint machines. :( boss and sukhveen la!!! tell them to go orchard but they don't want. hmph!! after dinner boss wanted ice cream but there was no ben and jerry's. she doesn't like haagan dazz. so fussy! then accompanied her to cold storage to buy some stuff. then we took a group photo before saying goodbye. took 2 cos sukhveen complained that her eyes were closed for the 1st one. -_-"' so in a nutshell, we went to coffee bean, eat nasi lemak, and cold storage for og outing. damn funny sia. but it was still great. unfortunately, don't know when the next time will be man. organising this kind of thing is damn hard la. everyone is always not free. except kern. :P he seems to have a lot of time. haha!! hopefully we can go watch spiderman 3 together.

sorry for not loading the photos guys. cos the software for loading photos from phone to com is in my laptop, which my mum confiscated. said she'll only lend it to me tmr. -_-"" whatever man. but tonight was fun. :) hopfully we can meet again during june hols again with MORE people. and we're definately taking neoprints then. :P












-I LOVE ABRAXON!!!!!! :D


at 8:07 PM

a big sorry to yingx for not blogging yesterday. i have been super busy, cos you know......it's jc. and sorry this post won't be long either. just had my 1st lesson of econs and h1 chinese today. my econs teacher rocks. :) my chinese teacher is eccentric. he's got a paunch, and he wears his pants AROUND his paunch. then he complains his pants keep dropping. -_-"' damn funny. but i dont really like the class. chao si ren. i wonder how they learn anything.

err....ya. so basically that's as exciting as the day gets. oh yes, i went to sign up for library!!! yingx, before you faint and gasp and say it's a lame cca, well................too late. i'm too lazy to join anything hectic anyway. i'm trying for an og gathering tmr. only what.........8 people have come back with positive answers? oh god. sarah, wei kiat and eileen can't make it. and i have a bad feeling some people may back out last minute or something. damn it la. i'm really undecided whether we should call it off. sigh.
















-can't wait to graduate......................


at 12:32 AM

met yihui for lunch again today. and we ate fish and co. AGAIN!! lol. next time, we're definately eating something different. but since it's a saturday, they didn't have the set meal. so we ate less than we usually would, but we paid more. MUCH more. next time, i'm only going on weekdays, otherwise it's too expensive for my pocket. went to the nike shop after that. oh god..........there's so many nice things i want!!! mummy!!!! well, since mum hasn't got me a birthday present, AND she forgot my birthday, doesn't she owe me something bigger? haha........:P why must nike make such nice stuff?? i would have bought what i wanted if i could bear to part with my money. but i didn't buy la. i'll wait for mum's credit card. :P so yihui and i decided that we will meet up once in about 2 months for lunch, just to keep in touch. i think it's so ironic that we have been in crescent for 4 years, but we've never spoken. only when we met in acjc did we become such good friends. and now, we leave ac together, and we're right across the road from each other. sigh, sometimes life is so weird. i'm still wondering why fate sent me to ac and then to hc. i really can't see it but i'm really looking forward to what life has in store for me.

yep, so i'm regretting like crazy now that i didn't buy the eragon dvd. damn it. i'm so stupid. oh god, this post is so crappish. that's it. bye folks.