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My name is Chair and I rock.
Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

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at 7:43 PM

mrs field's cookies aren't as good as they used to be. :(

my. it has been 2 weeks since i've blogged. i wanted to talk about my day on monday but i was too tried to write it down here then. so i'll do it now.

so, the whole day started with me and sis waking up late for school. my mum got pissed, like, really god damn pissed, and screamed at us and told us to take the bus to school ourselves. i think monday traffic is more crowded than usual, and whatsmore, assembly is earlier bcos we have combined assembly. so by the time we got to school, we were late, so we decided to hang around outside school until everyone was released back to class. so we sat outside the row of shophouses beside SPC to wait. i was also having cramps today, and since there my form teacher was def gona mark me as late, i thought, to hell with it. i'm skipping school today and getting an mc. so my sis went off to class, cos her teacher is really cool about the whole attendance thing while mine isn't, and i took the bus down to my good friend miao qun's place, which is just a couple of bus stops down the road. i called her at 7.50am and she was still sleeping, so i called again at 8.30am and told her i was at the bus stop outside her house. and of course, she was shocked. :P so we ended up spending the day together. i stayed at her place to watch tv while she went to the dentist and she bought back cheesecake and muffins for me. :D i tell you, she's the best host ever. :D really awesome. then we went to watch "17 again". cos her bf refused to watch it with her and i hadn't seen it yet. you know, i never swooned over zac efron when he was in all the HSM movies, but he looked REALLY GOOD in 17 again. like, WHOA. and he really is a fantastic actor. really not the kind who is all looks but no skill. his acting is really....natural.


at 9:55 PM

it's me against the world. i think i actually understand how chris brown feels right now.

i want to die.


at 10:10 PM

today wasn't a good day. :( sigh! just yesterday, i told sis that i was worried about how i'm tearing my hair out over my lousy resume. and today, i was pulled out of OCIP batam cos of my lousy bt results. i sacrificed so much for that trip you know!!!!! i know their intentions are good, but once i think about what i had to give up and lost out in the process, i feel it's SO UNFAIR. sets my blood boiling. i'm gona talk to mr k tmr to work something out. they say they want me to get my good grades and without it, even if my resume is fantastic, i won't get into a good uni. yes, good point. but then if i do get good grades, which like, millions of people do, (just look at rj last year), what sets you apart? THE RESUME GOD DAMN IT! maybe not so for singapore U, but i seriously don't see myself going to NUS. not that i'm not applying, i think there won't be enough places. and unlike our over-emphasis-on-grades education system, unis in the west don't think that way. they WANT to see what you've done besides study. so great. i'm royally screwed.

to date, i have 4 of what i like to call my "feel good songs". they make me feel refreshed, renewed, and that i can tackle anything in the world. and very nostalgic. don't ask me why. especially when i listen to them at night in bed before i go to sleep. they are:-
1. teardrops on my guitar
2. cry
3. the climb
4. caught up in you

today, i think i need to listen to all 4 of them. on heavy rotation.

naomi hasn't been tagging. whats up with you girl??


at 7:25 PM

fine fine. i'll blog. it's not that i don't like blogging. i do. kinda. sometimes it can be therapeutic. but most of the time i'm just soooo lazy lah!! but since i talked to yingx this afternoon and she asked me to blog, i guess i'll just do it then.

i've been sick the past 2 days. the flu bug caught me and i missed 2 days of school. :( ugh. i can only imagine the amount of work i have to catch up on. i can't remember the last time i missed school because i was sick. yes, i haven't been sick for a long, loooong time.

well. i am officially in love with taylor lautner. yes, i think even more than rob pattinson. :P don't ask me how it happened. i am ashamed of myself for lusting after a younger guy. BUT I CAN'T HELP IT!!! when i see him smile....... my heart just beats faster and i feel myself melting!!! i watch the same 5 mins of twilight over and over again just for the taylor parts. :P naomi, if we ever go to watch "New Moon" together later this year, you'd better not sit next to me. cos i'll be so excited everytime taylor is on screen that i would beat you silly. rmb how i would whack you everytime he came on in twilight? well, New Moon is jacob's show, so you'll be bruised black and blue. :P he's in a music video, and he kisses this girl, and i officially go crazy with jealously. you would think that being 19, i would have a clearer head on my shoulders and not be so immature right? well, no. apparently not happening to me. :P seriously, his smile is soooooo beautiful...... words can't describe. ok i better stop. i can feel my heart racing a mile a minute.

naomi i miss u!! i miss all our crazy sessions! come visit me sometime in school! :D and yingx, i'll see u in july! :D


at 6:09 PM

wow. i've been absent for only a week?? seems way longer than that.

anyway, i've been browsing through facebook photos, and i realise how much i actually miss 07S72. i do, i really do. they're like the best class ever. everyone is different, so dynamic, and i don't know how to say it. we just fit! i miss the times when we all go to the canteen and eat together and we'll be laughing like crazy, and then the singers, mainly me, jac, naomi, mingte would get together and we'll strum guitar and sing. then kaiyi, zakiyah and i would talk about boys. and when i need a hug, i'll always have bon. sigh. now..... they're gone. graduated. and i miss them all so, SO much it hurts. i know i've gained alot from where i am now, but i know if i can, i'll want to turn back the clock and do jc1 2007 all over again. so there won't be this invisible barrier that seperates us. they have one whole year together without me. one year of fun, laughter, jokes, tears, dynamics, memories....... things that i'll never ever get to experience again. and somehow, i wish so bad i could be a part of it.

i really need to start packing my table.