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at 8:38 PM

i just really have to get this off my chest.

talentime is next saturday and my sister isn't going. she doesn't want to go. or even if she does go in the end, she's gona turn up very reluctantly. and that really hurts, because i thought sisters are supposed to be there to support each other. i mean, i thought it was understood. but nope, apparently not for her. i naturally assumed that it would be a shoo in that mum, dad and sis would go and support me. so you could guess the shock i got when she's not willing to go, citing 'a lot of stuff to do and cca coming up' blah blah. something to that extent. i know i may seem very petty here, but if my sister was performing or having a competition in anyway where supporters were allowed to turn up, i would be there in a heartbeat. like i said, i assumed it's understood that you support each other. i see jilly's sister turn up at her squash finals and ares night performance. expect my sis to do this for me? fat hope.

so i asked her if she's attending dramafeste. and she said yes. so i asked, she would rather watch dramafeste than support me? and she goes: "the entertainment value is higher at dramafeste is higher than at talentime." do you know how hurtful that is? she rather go support strangers, (relative to me) and her apollo than support me. and i'm sure she'll go for huangcheng to support her precious norreen. and she says she has no time for me cos she has to study etc. bullshit man. complain have no time but spends so much time on the computer doing god knows what everday. filthy hypocrite man.

and what hurts the most is that it takes my friends over my sister to support me. 6 people from 07S72 are coming to support me, lou is coming, mq is coming. she's even bringing her bf who offered to pay for the tix. (sure, he's trying to leave a good impression, but u get the point). and joyce even asked if i like roses cos she wants to buy. naomi wants to get front row seats so that she can film me and send to yingxy. and i'm sure if yingx is here she'll come watch me too. shame on my sister man. in fact, i'm ashamed to call her that. you know, from the bottom of my heart, if i had a million dollars, i would give some to my parents to pay off the house etc, and then i would use the balance to pay for BOTH my and pei rong's uni education. then save the rest. and if she, pei rong, was in the same situation, i bet she won't even give me a dime. she acts like she's such a big shot all the time in school, that all her friends tolerate her standoffish behavior, and that she's freaking SPECIAL, but actually she's just one self-absorbed bastard who only cares about herself. and her friends.

so even if she decides to go after all, grudgingly of cos bcos my parents force her to go, i still won't forgive her. cos i know that she actually doesn't want to be there. whoever said that blood is thicker than water? bullshit. i'm actually pretty sad to see that sometimes you can't even depend on family. only your parents. can't even count on your own siblings, for crying out loud!!! oh, maybe you can. just that mine is an exception. so i'm not going to do anything extra for her. sometimes i see mum is busy and i volunteer to go fetch her from school. or occasionally when she needs to go to the mrt station i have to fetch her too. sure, she's done some decent stuff for me too, but her actions have just eradicated all her good deeds. so as she says, dramafeste has higher entertainment value. and i say, our singapore public transport system is also very outstanding. don't expect to get anything extra from me next time. cos i'm sure your FRIENDS would be more than willing to help you. you don't need me.