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at 12:19 AM

firstly, naomi you're a sweetheart. :D thanks so much dear. by the way, who is "all of us" coming to support me? :)

singing is really the only thing that keeps me sane in this crazy world. right. i got into a quarrel with my mum again this evening, and that was right before i was scheduled to go for vocal training at the singing school. and once i went into class, all my worries and sadness melted away. :)

ok. worries are still there. i currently have a HUGE headache over what song to sing. i have 2 in mind, but i worry that they may be too big for me. i shall decline to reveal my song choices to anyone. if u wana know, u have to watch me at the finals! :P i originally wanted to sing "The best day" by Taylor Swift. so i sang it today in class and the trainer said it's soothing and nice and all, but it won't win compared to my other competitors. and i DO agree with her wholeheartedly. i'm just choosing a safe song. so i guess it's out of the running. the other people also said that it didn't bring out what i can really do with my voice. which i think it's crap by the way. sigh!! i know sis has heard this story a million times before. but if u think i'm acceptable now, i was even better last time. it just that a couple of years back i had this exceptionally bad sore throat, and from that day onwards my voice was never the same again. i know, it breaks my heart just thinking about it. :(

so as i said, i have 2 songs in mind, and one of them is what i really want to sing. but i have to work REALLY HARD at it, otherwise it would FUCKING SUCK. it really would. i now i have like, less than 3 weeks to make it perfect from the suck fest it is in right now. god damn it!!! apparently the solo vocalists who auditioned for this talentime were really quite good. but they only had 8 spots and i'm really flattered they chose me. i guess i was very close to being booted out. thus, i really wana do a good job!! and i must say that i have CRAZY STRONG competitors ok?? like, they're really siao good. there's this indonesian girl and she's singing some destiny child's song, u know the beyonce kind, and she does it damn well!! not perfect of cos, but good enough to win the competition. i'm usually very cynical about people who claim they can sing though they suck balls, but when i say this girl is good, she IS good. and the boys are not far behind either. argh!! pressure pressure!!! :(((

IF ANYONE HAS ANY SONG SUGGESTIONS, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO TELL ME!!! I'M REALLY CRACKING MY HEAD OVER THIS!!!! REALLY APPRECIATE IT GUYS! :D