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at 4:33 PM

wow. due to my long absence and the ongoing alevels, i don't think anyone comes here to read anymore. haha...... so where do i start?

well, ok i just came back from china. touched down yesterday morning at about 7am, then immediately came home to bathe and sleep until 1pm before my driving lesson at 3.20pm. next test is next monday. if i don't pass this time im driving without a licence. WATCH ME.

so yea. china was fun. we went to the great wall and went to see the terracota warriors. which was a total dream come true i must say. since forever i've waited to see these 2 world wonders. dad too had wanted to see the great wall for a long long time. i think in my next post i'll put up pictures. :)

i'm just started on the Twilight series. and the only other time i was obsessed about a book the way i am with this one, is when i first started Harry Potter. i just kept reading and reading non stop for hours on end that i LITERALLY, no kidding, lose track of time. i feel i'm totally absorbed into the world of edward and bella. and i guess the reason i love the book so much (other than for rob pattinson) is that i can see that bella is me. if i ever had to compare myself to anyone in a book, it would be bella swan. cos no way do i have hermione's brains. in every scene and everything that bella goes through, i know that i would react the same way she would. the resemblence is uncanny. and being the hopeless romantic i am......sigh......it puts me even more into her shoes. but at the end of the day, it's all fiction. but whether i will be able to give up everything and become a vampire is something i really don't know if i can do. perhaps if i were a few years younger and more immature, i would say, "Yes! Make me a vampire! I just want to be with you!" but would i really want to have pale skin that is icy to the touch, not being able to sleep, not needing to breathe, feeding off the blood of humans and animals, living in the shadows, and lastly.......live forever? honestly, if i were to live forever, i would be bored to death! i mean, there's only so much we can do in the world. do i really want to be around here indefinately? to see my love ones die, when crude oil runs out or when the world implodes or something? but at the same time, can the power of love help pull me through, to go on as long as time continues? and how would i know my love would not waver, would be forever unchanging for as long as i live, which is a really, really long time?

so what to choose? to die emotionally, with only the hope of finding someone else, or to live as a vampire with the love of my life and suffer the curse of immortality? all i can say is thank god i don't have to make the decision.

next topic. the first is too depressing and i'll only go around in circles. i've been promoted, and next year is the year that i have to seriously start thinking about universities. i actually have to attend university fairs and all that stuff. which is rather exciting on one hand, but i'm so resistant to change on another. i don't wanna leave hc cos i've gotten so comfortable. at the same time, i wanna get on with life so badly. i've been thinking NUS, U of T cos yingxy is there, erm, King's College??? i duno. all i know it's just one hell of a damn confusing process. and mum is bugging me nonstop to get tution this holiday. sigh.....

right. so i know i owe yingxy an email reply. will get down to it asap girl!!! and why oh why must sis lend New Moon to her friend??? DOES SHE WANT TO KILL ME??????!!!!!!!!! I......*gasp*......neeeeedddddd.......*gasp*.........Edwwwwaaarddd.....*gasp*.........Cullen!!!!!!!!!