Strumming Some Heartstrings Thursday, November 20, 2008
at 1:23 PMi really can't stand my mum's absentmindedness at times. really can't. she took both car keys with her, and now i can't drive to school. I AM SO FUCKING PISSED I CAN SPIT. UGH. xoxo, you know you love me at 1:03 PM YINGXY. IF U DON'T REPLY MY EMAIL SOON I'M GONA FREAK OUT AND THINK YOU'RE REALLY PISSED WITH ME. HELP ME OUT HERE WOMAN!!! GIVE ME A SIGN!!!!~~~~ ok so i have FINALLY finished Breaking Dawn. like i said, the reason i took so long is bcos it's very emotionally draining and i don't want it to end. but im starting to think that stephanie meyer isn't very good at writing fight scenes. like for Twilight, it practically just lasted one line. but of bcos the movie is gona be much longer than 5 mins. i think. so for this last book, it was kinda......erm....anti climax?? not that i wanted blood to be shed, but the story was just build up to the very pinnacle and then, before you know it, it's over. BLEH. so much for anticipated action. well, the verdict is i absolutely LOVE the series, as much as i do Harry Potter. and thats saying alot cos HP is the only book i could never put down and read into the wee hours of the morning. and now the Twilight saga has joined its ranks. when i finished i felt this warm fuzzy feeling inside, and sadness too. bittersweet. so its officially almost coming to the end of november, and i haven't done ANYTHING. AT ALL. i officially feel stupid. i gota pull myself out of this rut and actually start doing something!!! ughh i hate myself. :( xoxo, you know you love me Monday, November 17, 2008
at 11:54 PMok. U GUYS HAVE HAVE HAVE TO WATCH THIS. i shan't ruin the surprise, but it TOTALLY FREAKED. ME. OUT. check it out. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fq_YMzx3M10 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJZBviaMfE4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6olZPwc68xU there in part 1, 2 and 3 respectively. gosh it's so gross im shaking. xoxo, you know you love me at 10:49 AM sis is coming back today! YAY!! :D i finally finished keying in all my contacts into my phonebook. cos i changed phone you see. so i had to rekey everything. omg there was like at least 200+, i though i would never finish. in the end, it took me about 3 days. talking about taking more time than usual, I'm not speeding through Breaking Dawn like i thought i would. i took a whole day off, and now alot of breaks, cos it really is very emotionally draining. i don't like jacob black anymore. what is he thinking??? imprinting Renesmee?????? UGHHH. ALL THE WAY EDWARD CULLEN!! omg i had another idea of who can also play jacob black. STEVEN STRAIT!!!!! AHHHH!!!! :P LOL. Nonetheless, i can't bear for the series to end. i know it's a happy ending and all, but it's also like another Harry Potter. what you've been clinging on for so long is finally....... *poof*.......gone. recently, i have had a craving to read the last Harry Potter book again. great. another distraction from finishing the book. HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE IS OUT IN NOVEMBER!!!!!!!!!! in the west that is. i wonder why there's not much hype here? wait. it IS november. shit. don't tell me november 2009???!!!!! NOOOOOO.......... why is everything freaking ending??!! harry potter ends. twilight ends. my childhood ends. my future looks bleak and filled with uncertainty. :( xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, November 16, 2008
at 3:29 PMi was youtubing alot today, and was browsing through some music videos by hayden, ashley, vanessa and hilary. and i think i finally understand what sis means by how songs and music these days are losing its touch compared to songs of the past. for example, ashley and hilary can't sing for nuts. and hilary is really gross now. shes trying to act all grown up to show that shes no longer lizzie mcguire. but her new video "reach out" or smth like that, it makes me feel like i'm watching lizzie mcguire porn. YUCK. ashley should just give up singing altogether cos she can't sing and her songs are crap. as for vanessa and hayden, they actually have decent voices. but what kind of quality songs are they singing???!!!! vanessa's song is called "Sneakernight". wth is she doing singing about FREAKING FOOTWEAR??!!!! for hayden, "wake up call" is not gona cut it. she only has one look in her video. she trying to look flirty but im not feeling it man. maybe it's enough for the guys....but not for me. ugh..... i think hollywood records is just banking on quantity of how many young stars they manage to sign. they don't expect the albums to go multi-platinum, but somehow they do cos of high school musical crazed fans, but once the novelty wears thin, bye bye to their singing careers man. that's why we should support artistes like Taylor Swift!!! someone who actually has talent and substance. GO TAYLOR!! :D i'll miss the hollywood of today when these young stars take over. no more brad pitt, tom cruise, nicole kidman blah blah...... the best looking guy we'll have is zac efron?? NOOOOOOO.........!!!!!!!! xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, November 13, 2008
at 5:06 PMi have 360 posts to date. wow. no idea i had that many...... so i just finished reading Eclipse, and now i'm on to Breaking Dawn. went to pick it up from jac and then gave her, shiyun, jiefu and qiaohan a lift to bukit timah market. jac was going on and on about how she can't believe she's in her classmate's car. LOL. okok, my focus was actually the books. i swear by the time i reached the end, i was crying my heart out. LITERALLY. i had my box of tissues beside me and i was wiping away tears and blowing my nose. omg it's sooooo sad, and i feel so bad for jacob black!!! surprisingly, i wish bella had gona with jacob......but yea that's not gona happen. my sis once said that she didn't want me to read the books cos i'll keep gushing "I love Edward Cullen!" but it seems like i'm a Jacob Black fan now. :P luckily neither my maid nor my mum came into my room. it'll be so embarrassing. my mom would probably start fussing and all.....ughhh....... the twilight movie better be good. or rather, ALL the movies better be good. the books are so awesome, the movie better do it some justice. i've been thinking, and i think Jared Padelecki would be a good jacob. i think when i grow up i should be a casting director. :P so as usual, yingxy is ignoring my emails in favor of her mum, bro and bf. and of course i'm pissed. :( yingxy is preoccupied, my friends are having A Levels, sis is away in Japan......hmph! i feel so neglected. :( xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, November 12, 2008
at 6:33 PMok. so nothing much happened today cos it's been pretty rainy. besides from reading yingxy's erm.....very couragous escapade, nothing else was very eventful. i just went to school in the morning for malay lessons, and the teacher told us that we may have to cancil our batam trip if the situation gets too risky with all the current unrest and all. i wouldn't complain much i guess. it'll be a nice chance for us to arrange another holiday. with sis this time. haha! perhaps the next most exciting thing was that I FINALLY FOUND ECLIPSE!!! finally the supplier managed to bring it in eh?? i saw it in popular and i was like "omg yessss!!!~~~~" that para is totally random and when i read it, it sounds stupid. but i won't delete it. WE SHOULD NOT DISCRIMINATE AGAINST SENTENCES THAT SOUND STUPID. they deserve to be posted and be seen on the net like other sentences!!!! lph, wtf are u talking about......... i swear the idle life right now is screwing up my mind. xoxo, you know you love me at 12:17 AM so i drove on the highway for the first time today. mum wanted to try a new italian place. i duno why my parents love taking highways. to me, there is a straightforward way to bukit timah road which doesn't involve the highway. but they insist that it's shorter. dude, a highway is shorter?? gota be joking..... so we went to that italian place for lunch, and then mum practically forced me to go watch this korean movie "the good, the bad and the weird." even the name sounds stupid. so i drove all the way down to lido, only to find that the movie only comes out on thurday. whew! i guess i was left off the hook today, but she'll start pestering me again soon. i hope she forgets. :P so right now lido has displayed big promo posters of twilight. i swear, i almost have an orgasm just by looking at them. i can feel my heart beating faster and all. OMG I CAN'T WAIT! :D :D :D so i'll be driving to school tmr and then mum will take the car home. i don't know why my parents are so paranoid about me driving alone. i mean, hello. the reason the tester passed me and gave me my licence, IS BCOS I'M GOOD ENOUGH TO DRIVE ALONE!!!! but noooooo!!! they refuse to let me drive unaccompanied. my dad says i gota be under supervision for like, a year. A WHOLE FREAKING YEAR!! you've got to be kidding me...... -_-''' so my latest tv indulgence is 90210. it was a really big thing in the past and now they've "revamped" it with erm.....teenagers of today?????? haha...... basically it's a show with not much brain involved, just a nice source of oggling at big houses, nice cars, pretty clothes and beautiful people. there's one guy who's really quite hot...... and the guy playing Emmett appears in some episodes..... but u know, this kind of shows always try to have sophisticated storylines, but it doesn't quite cut it cos it's so cliched. seemingly rich and perfect bitch having a broken home, parent troubles.....the typical really. we all know that the furthest these shows go is the teen choice awards. but ahh..... it's nice to have a show which doesn't require thinking. my sis is the ultimate blog-ignorer. i don't know why she bothers to keep not 1, but 2 blogs!! her last post was on 3 october man! even i'm not that bad. and she has a post exclaiming how hot tay ping hui is. i nearly DIED when i saw it. it makes me wana barf up my potato chips. ugghhh.......*shudders* YINGX. I'VE WAITED 3 DAYS FOR YOUR REPLY BUT I HAVEN'T GOT IT. WHAT IS THIS MAN!! JUST BCOS URE MUM AND BRO ARE THERE, DOESN'T MEAN U CAN'T EVEN SPARE ME 10 MINS!! REPENT!!!!!!!!!! i still love u baby. :) xoxo, you know you love me Monday, November 10, 2008
at 5:16 PMI PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE MY DRIVER'S LICENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES YES YES OMG IM SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT SOMBODY PINCH ME RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D I'VE WAITED FOR THIS DAY SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME!!! THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!!! XDXDXD i only got 4 demerit points. :) whoooooo~~~~~!!!!!! yea i rock man! :D xoxo, you know you love me Saturday, November 08, 2008
at 2:26 PMi must make an effort to blog more often. now that it's holiday i must blog everyday. hey. if obama can become president, i can blog everyday right? YES I CAN. :D i have to conclude that my sis is a cruel, cruel person. first, she KNOWS TOO WELL how much i love the twilight series, and how im just dying to keep on reading. so i just finished book 2, New Moon, and she has to take BOTH book 3 and 4 with her!! and all the way to the land of the rising sun no less. she's heartless and ruthless. my insides are burning from withdrawal symptoms. i feel like i'm turning into a vampire myself. and surprisingly, i think i even may prefer jacob black to edward cullen. LOL. yingxy, u are hearby ordered by HRH Lim Pei Hua to read the twilight series this instant!!! i need u to be on the same page as me!!!!! (not literally of cos) ok, see. it's not that i don't want to blog. but i have NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT. somehow toronto seems more exciting ehh??? grrr...... and the thought of starting on math hw gives me nausea. but i know, for my own good, that i must start soon. or next year i'm off to the University of Timbuktu. pictures of china up as soon as i find the god damn camera cable. and if anyone has Eclipse and Breaking Dawn, PLEASE LEND IT TO ME!!!! must change blog skin. theres something wrong with it. the pics are not appearing......hmph..... xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, November 04, 2008
at 4:33 PMwow. due to my long absence and the ongoing alevels, i don't think anyone comes here to read anymore. haha...... so where do i start? well, ok i just came back from china. touched down yesterday morning at about 7am, then immediately came home to bathe and sleep until 1pm before my driving lesson at 3.20pm. next test is next monday. if i don't pass this time im driving without a licence. WATCH ME. so yea. china was fun. we went to the great wall and went to see the terracota warriors. which was a total dream come true i must say. since forever i've waited to see these 2 world wonders. dad too had wanted to see the great wall for a long long time. i think in my next post i'll put up pictures. :) i'm just started on the Twilight series. and the only other time i was obsessed about a book the way i am with this one, is when i first started Harry Potter. i just kept reading and reading non stop for hours on end that i LITERALLY, no kidding, lose track of time. i feel i'm totally absorbed into the world of edward and bella. and i guess the reason i love the book so much (other than for rob pattinson) is that i can see that bella is me. if i ever had to compare myself to anyone in a book, it would be bella swan. cos no way do i have hermione's brains. in every scene and everything that bella goes through, i know that i would react the same way she would. the resemblence is uncanny. and being the hopeless romantic i am......sigh......it puts me even more into her shoes. but at the end of the day, it's all fiction. but whether i will be able to give up everything and become a vampire is something i really don't know if i can do. perhaps if i were a few years younger and more immature, i would say, "Yes! Make me a vampire! I just want to be with you!" but would i really want to have pale skin that is icy to the touch, not being able to sleep, not needing to breathe, feeding off the blood of humans and animals, living in the shadows, and lastly.......live forever? honestly, if i were to live forever, i would be bored to death! i mean, there's only so much we can do in the world. do i really want to be around here indefinately? to see my love ones die, when crude oil runs out or when the world implodes or something? but at the same time, can the power of love help pull me through, to go on as long as time continues? and how would i know my love would not waver, would be forever unchanging for as long as i live, which is a really, really long time? so what to choose? to die emotionally, with only the hope of finding someone else, or to live as a vampire with the love of my life and suffer the curse of immortality? all i can say is thank god i don't have to make the decision. next topic. the first is too depressing and i'll only go around in circles. i've been promoted, and next year is the year that i have to seriously start thinking about universities. i actually have to attend university fairs and all that stuff. which is rather exciting on one hand, but i'm so resistant to change on another. i don't wanna leave hc cos i've gotten so comfortable. at the same time, i wanna get on with life so badly. i've been thinking NUS, U of T cos yingxy is there, erm, King's College??? i duno. all i know it's just one hell of a damn confusing process. and mum is bugging me nonstop to get tution this holiday. sigh..... right. so i know i owe yingxy an email reply. will get down to it asap girl!!! and why oh why must sis lend New Moon to her friend??? DOES SHE WANT TO KILL ME??????!!!!!!!!! I......*gasp*......neeeeedddddd.......*gasp*.........Edwwwwaaarddd.....*gasp*.........Cullen!!!!!!!!! xoxo, you know you love me |
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