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Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

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at 9:50 PM

2nd post for today.

i think i've just realised how much i love my sister. i mean, sure, i love her cos she's my baby sis, but now i realise that no matter how much we fight or whatever happens to make me hate her gut, i'll still love her indefinately.

my sis told me that when she was young, she looked up to me for everything. like whatever i did, liked etc., she'd follow too. i still remember i used to tell mum stuff and sis would want to know too. and i would get really irritated and once i called her "Miss Nosey", and that sent her to the room crying. but now, looking back, i guess she doesn't want to be left out, and she wants to be part of her big sister's life. haha. im sure my sis will snort and go "Nooooooo" after reading this, but i'll just want to think it this way. :)

this afternoon, my sis kept asking me things about school. and then i think she asked me where the lecture theatre was, and i asked her how come her OG knew but she didn't. and she simply said: "cos i have you." it didn't occur to me then, but thinking about it now, it really warms my heart. my little sis trusts me enough to depend on me, and that means more than anything in the world. i feel really guilty now for not sitting through the math lecture with her, even though she really wanted me to. oh gosh. the tears are coming..........

im reading my sister's keeper, the one about the organ-donor pair of sisters. i asked sis if she would donate her kidney to me, and she said yes.

i would too. i'll give up my life for my sister. cos without her, life isn't worth living anymore.