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at 11:13 AM

the worst has happened. and i can't believe it.

i don't think i even feel scared. ok, maybe a little. but it's not the word. more like.........shocked. and devastated. im gona miss my class sooooooo much. i don't know why god does this to me. first, make me leave my ac og, then made me leave ac altogether. now, when i have fallen in love with my class, i have to leave them again. and now, im gona be studying with JUNIORS. and im really gona take alevels with my sis. oh god........

my friends have been really supportive. and im convinced that yixin is much nicer to talk to over msn. not very nice talking to him in person. :P so, i wanna thank:


My parents: who have not scolded me but been my pillar of support, depsite me letting them down so badly

Sis: for always being there and being supportive. and giving me some of her hugs that she's very stingy with

yingx: for calling all the way from canada the moment she got my email. and loving me unconditionally. and telling me that ive not disappointed her

lou: for being my true best friend and sharing my tears. i know she really does feel my pain

weiling: for praying for me, and messaging me constantly to see of im ok. she's like my pillar of strength

yining: for being so sensitive about my msn nick, and also messaging me too to see how i am

zakiyah and bon: for their sweet smses to tell me - friends forever

jac: for willing to help me with my studies

chu xian: for calling many times and offering support

yixin: for wishing me the best in everything i do in the future.




after all my friends' support, (regardless whether they mean it or not) i know some really do, i really feel very loved. like sis, weiling, and yingx tells me, whether i move on or not is all up to me. i shouldn't think about what others think, cos then i would be giving myself more trouble. but i think i need time. time heals everything anyway.........