Strumming Some Heartstrings


Monday, October 22, 2007
at 5:55 PM

oh yingx. we're going to hong kong from the 4-9 december. yep. so i won't be able to blog during that time. will take loads of pictures though!

thanks to my laziness throughout the year, and thus my sucky promo results, i can never go through a single day with a piece of mind now. i keep thinking of whether i will or will not retain, and if i do, OH MY GOD I WOULD HAVE TO MAKE FRIENDS ALL OVER AGAIN. DIEEE!!! and the SHAME! OH NO............... i keep thinking of killing myself everytime i think of retaining. but at the same time, i see so many people caring about me and loving me; like ahmui and yenkwun jiejie who are praying for me, louu, all my classmates, kenny who sent me loads of songs to cheer me up, chu xian who called to encourage me and told me to keep my chin up, mingte and other people who tell me retaining is not so easy..........and i know they'll all be in shock and disbelief if i die. and then theres mum and dad: they'll be heartbroken. yingxy......oh gosh yingxy........i duno how my little girl will react, my sis and yangx.......UNCLE KOON MENG!!! man, i think he'll lose it. but i really don't think i can live with the fact of retaining leh. its too surreal. i duno how to describe. its just terrible.

sigh........gota go do my OP speech now. rehearsal tmr. bye then
xoxo,
you know you love me




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