Strumming Some Heartstrings
at 3:06 PM
i'm in such a foul mood today that no words can describe how pissed i am feeling now. since of course i can't kill someone, why don't i just kill myself. so i can be free from all my problems, and i don't have to face or answer to anyone.
i'm really beginning to hate hc. except for all the extra exposures we have, i really see no reason to love that place. yes, i admit, i did not put in my best effort to study, but i really can't. i don't wanna go into explaining that part. i'm not in the mood. i think i need to see my counsellor again. fuck.
i DID get 0/25 for my econs test. so my friend lost the bet and had to treat me lunch. :P i've officially proved that it IS possible to get 0 for a test, even though you've written something. my friends all didn't believe me. ah well. and during bio lecture, my teacher was sort of scolding us for the large number of failures in the cohort despite this being a relatively 'easy' test. and then she put up the stats of our class standings, the percentage of As to Us, then the top students in the cohort. i really don't understand why they must do this. i mean, what is the point of showing us all this. whats the point of scolding us? if you ask me, getting a bad grade is punishment enough already. you don't have to make it worse by scolding us. on a usual occasion i would have written more, but now i'm just too dejected.
i also missed my CCA meeting. fuck it. the seniors were going to announce the new committee. i totally forgot it was today!!! cos CCAs are normally on tuesdays. i'm not used to meeting on wed. and now my senior is not replying my sms. i hope they won't give up my position ( if i even got one) omg. so my studies are screwed, my CCA record is screwed. MY FUCKING LIFE IS SCREWED.
ping an was brought to the vet again. apparently he had a high fever of 39.2 degrees. that vet mum brought him to yesterday is fucking useless. said there was nothing wrong with him blah blah and still charged $40+. don't know what the shit they're doing man.
can't wait for school to end. this week is crawling by. i don't want to see the fucking school and their occupants anymore. FUCK THE WORLD.
xoxo,
you know you love me
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Strumming Some Heartstrings
at 3:06 PM
i'm in such a foul mood today that no words can describe how pissed i am feeling now. since of course i can't kill someone, why don't i just kill myself. so i can be free from all my problems, and i don't have to face or answer to anyone.
i'm really beginning to hate hc. except for all the extra exposures we have, i really see no reason to love that place. yes, i admit, i did not put in my best effort to study, but i really can't. i don't wanna go into explaining that part. i'm not in the mood. i think i need to see my counsellor again. fuck.
i DID get 0/25 for my econs test. so my friend lost the bet and had to treat me lunch. :P i've officially proved that it IS possible to get 0 for a test, even though you've written something. my friends all didn't believe me. ah well. and during bio lecture, my teacher was sort of scolding us for the large number of failures in the cohort despite this being a relatively 'easy' test. and then she put up the stats of our class standings, the percentage of As to Us, then the top students in the cohort. i really don't understand why they must do this. i mean, what is the point of showing us all this. whats the point of scolding us? if you ask me, getting a bad grade is punishment enough already. you don't have to make it worse by scolding us. on a usual occasion i would have written more, but now i'm just too dejected.
i also missed my CCA meeting. fuck it. the seniors were going to announce the new committee. i totally forgot it was today!!! cos CCAs are normally on tuesdays. i'm not used to meeting on wed. and now my senior is not replying my sms. i hope they won't give up my position ( if i even got one) omg. so my studies are screwed, my CCA record is screwed. MY FUCKING LIFE IS SCREWED.
ping an was brought to the vet again. apparently he had a high fever of 39.2 degrees. that vet mum brought him to yesterday is fucking useless. said there was nothing wrong with him blah blah and still charged $40+. don't know what the shit they're doing man.
can't wait for school to end. this week is crawling by. i don't want to see the fucking school and their occupants anymore.
FUCK THE WORLD.
xoxo,
you know you love me