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Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

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at 12:21 PM

this diet is killing me. omg, i'm so hungry!! I WANT FOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh gosh, i'm gona have a headache. NO ph, you must PERSEVERE!! omg omg omg. this is hell. it's only 2 or 3 months. you can do it. you can do it. just do it. impossible is nothing. nike and addidas can start paying me now.

let me tell you about my wonderful diet. i have to weigh every single thing i eat. yes. right down to the last gram. i can't eat pork, carbo, and only specified kinds of cheese. i can only eat natural, unsweetened yoghurt which is the most disgusting thing i've ever tasted. the only carbo i can eat is plain crackers, which i can only eat max 2 at a time at 2.5hr intervals. i can't even eat brocolli!!!! wth, i want my green little flower :( sobs.......luckily i can still have lettuce, or my life isn't worth living anymore. i can have coffee and tea but no milk and sugar. yingx, imagine earl grey tea with no milk or sugar. yep, so no milo, no ice cream, no sushi, NO SASHIMI!!!!!! omg, someone just kill me right now. i don't think i can step into another restaurant in singapore for the next 2-3 months or so. i've also got to bring some meals to school. in a nutshell, my diet is made a hell lot worse cos i'm living in singapore, cos it's a food paradise. joy oh joy.

alevel results released yesterday. and the tops were of course from rjc. whoa, huge shocker there. they had 10 perfect scores while hci only had 2. quite disappointing actually. duno what is up with hci lately. but nvm, HWA CHONG!!!!! LOL. acjc's top had 8 distinctions while njc had 9 i think. haha. i bet mum won't mind me going there now. she's such a fairweather acjc supporter. sigh. and apparently the cutoff to acjc has been lowered from 8 to 7. even if you have 7 points after deduction, you still may not be safe. this is good and bad news for me cos, if ac lowers the cutoff, so will nj. which means i may be able to stay in ac after all!! yay. but at the same time, it means i definately can't enter hci anymore cos the cutoff will be like 2 or 3. crazy la. i can't wait for tuesday! pls don't send me to njc, please don't..............

it just hit me yesterday that my friends have all moved on with their lives...................and so have I. i actually organised a mahjong party today and invited them over. most of them were busy and some didn't even bother to reply. so i had to cancel. i see that i have to accept the fact that they have new commitments now and times we had together in the past.........well, i'll just have to treasure those memories, and be thankful we were able to share those happy times. i now also think less about them, even though yea, i miss them, but i don't yearn for their company as much as i used to. i now think more of my og and other stuff. a bit nostalgic here but, the only thing that doesn't change, is change.












-whatever will come, will come. and we will have to face it when it does.................