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at 7:28 PM

sorry yingx i didn't blog yesterday cos i was too depressed. i am, if possible, even worse now. i just finished my upteenth round of crying. sounds familiar? i'm the most stupid person on the face of this earth. i KNOW i have trouble adapting to places, and i still must be a smart aleck and choose somewhere new to go to and start all over again. wth!! i miss my og, i miss my class!! we may not be you know, in the same class anymore, but at least i know the place! i know the people! I CAN DO SCIENCE!!! I WANT TO GO BACK. I WANT TO GO BACK TO AC. ACJC ROCKS MY WORLD. oh gosh..........i feel the tears coming again. i know people think i'm crazy that i'm in the best school in singapore and i want to leave, but i'm already so attached. i should have just stuck to ac. just stay!! god damn it, i'd give ANYTHING to turn back the clock and change my choices. i feel like dying right now, i really do.

we learnt the hc dances and songs today. what else? they are NOTHING compared to AC ok. they have 2 bloody school songs. 1 of them is in freaking chinese!!! and the english one has lyrics sooooooooooo lame it's painful to read. the tune is REVOLTING. AC'S SCHOOL SONG IS THE BEST!! and they have all their college songs, all in CHINESE. ok yea, i know, china school, but this is overdoing it a little ok? oh gosh, i can feel my heart twisting with fear at the thought of staying ok. ACJC PLEASE TAKE ME BACK!! i'm so so sorry. i'm just so sorry. i'm soooo stupid. i can't apologise more. please let me back. if acjc accepts me back, i'll be jumping like a maniac and not look back at hc even once. not like kailing. she appeal back to nj, now she wants to reject. -_-"' she's crazy man.

ok, i'm now off to type a letter to mrs kelvyna chan. i'm so gona cry while typing it. i'm soooo tempted to pon orientation tmr!! go back to ac where i belong. i don't dare to think if i can't go back. i really really don't dare. i'm going to pray very very hard. please God, just help me one last time, and I will never forsake you again.












-somebody please.........save me...............:(