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as expected, hc's founders' day sucks like shit on a stick. :P sry yingx, i just HAD to quote that from the mafia. XDXDXD yep, so in plain words, it was really bad. i think my faculty, ares, was the major winner la, but i honestly couldn't care less man. and hc cheers SUCK. OMG THEY'RE DISGUSTING. i swear, once you've heard ac's, no where else matches up. those who played games, well, played, (DUH) and the rest of us, mainly the majority just slacked around. really. we did absolutely nothing. well, ok except getting our faces painted. big deal. so chaotic man. everything is so out of place. i hate hc.

we were finally let off at about 12+, and on my way out shimin spotted me and we talked. long talk ya know. she's officially one of the best people i know. she told me about the little bits of juicy news in hwachong, like who the supposedly hottest guy is, though he's really not that great looking. maybe cos i've seen darryl. :P:P:P he's not even tall!! but water polo guy, waddya expect? water polo is like THE ELITE cca in hwachong, where the guys are really cliquish and very popular. never thought guys will be cliquish. seesh. and they all shave their heads during the polo season, which is probably now since so many of them have shaved heads. weird. i wish i was in shimin's class. at least i'll have her with me. and their class has less people too. she takes lit, econs, math and history i think. hmm........you know, i really don't mind that combi, just change the history to geog, i just hate chi lit. yucks. so shimin was really nice and all; said she understood how i felt and she felt the same in nygh when she first went there too. can't believe it, when all the nyps ppl were with her. and she said she isn't 100% used to hwachong yet cos the people are really super competitive. oh boy, don't i already know that.........and she also said she feels so sad for me, cos she knows i was just going home to cry, and she knows that lonely feeling sucks cos she used to do it too. but she got through it, so can i. she really made my day. :)


i called ac like 3 times in school, and well, as expected, i didn't get to meet mrs chan. i finally mustered up the courage and told her secretary i wanted to see her about appeals, and of course i was shot down. the shithead secretary was like all "oh, mrs chan won't accept anymore; appeal period over; moe already closed; classes have already started" blah blah. i was so depressed after hearing all that, and i know sis will be all like it's expected. sigh. i really didn't feel like going back to ac after that, but i still did to hand in my letter and cca records to mrs chan. i know the chances are like, negative, but this is my last attempt already. i'm so tired. met sarah and sukhveen in ac. boy i missed them. i wish i could wear the ac uniform like them. saw boss too. ac uniform looks nice on everybody. i think i saw darryl too. omg i miss him soooooooo much!! and it hurts even more to know he's not even aware of my existance. oh well, maybe it's not the end yet? maybe we'll still meet several years down the road? but in the meantime, i'll miss him. didn't see as many people as i would like cos they're all in lectures. as i walked into the school, i admired the sports complex, the track, the big banner that says :" WE ARE AC! HEAR US ROAR!" omg...........i miss the sight of that. i miss walking through the school gates. i wanted to go to the canteen and void deck so much, just to relive it one last time, but i didn't cos i didn't want to get caught by the DM, and as sukhveen says AA: attract attention. i was wearing hwachong uniform you see. when i left, it was extra painful. i made sure i looked back and admired every single detail for the last time, cos i don't know when i'll get the chance again. oh yes, next year for fun-o-rama. but that's too bloody long. i guess this will be the biggest mistake of my life, not being an ACSian. yangx will understand. ACJC ROCKS!!!

i had the best dream of my life last night. omg it was fantastic. of course i won't say it here cos it's super embarrassing *blush blush* and yea, it's private!! but oh gosh it was so real and vivid!! i really didn't want to wake up. was so pissed when sis woke me up. dang it! so sad i can't remember it 100%, but i remember some of the more crucial parts! :P why why why did that dream have to end? oh gosh...............this kind of things only come once in a lifetime.

i wish yingxy was around for me to talk to. really. why are you all the way in freaking canada girl??!! i wish you were back so badly. it's been almost 4 months and i still find it hard to accept that you're gone dear. my emotions are so jumbled up right now. first hc, then yingx. wow, my life is officially a suckfest. i'm just trying to remember charmaine's words, that just be yourself, don't care about the popular girls, and try to make the best of the situation. i can't wait for sis to join me next year in hc. at least i know i've got someone close to me around, and we can go home together. sisters are the best. :) i can always count on my family. i mean, just this term more, (1st wk is almost up so 9 wks left) june hols, block test (sicko) term 3, term 4 blah blah........and it's dec hols again!! yay!! but term 3 and 4 seem extra long. i really can't wait for jc life to be over. can't wait can't wait can't wait.











-painful...................just so painful...............