Hi (:
My name is Chair and I rock.
Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

PARAMORE
is the bomb.
you know you love me
xoxo


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at 10:34 PM

120th post today!! whoo!!~~ ok err........no big deal actually. i wanted to celebrate on the 100th post but i forgot. :P so i had to wait for the next ten to come along.

i had the best day in hc so far today. i got most of my notes photocopied, went to coro for lunch with felicia and liu yang. finally i got some friends. but i'm not banking 100% on them though. don't wanna be disappointed. i've been trying so hard to get organise an og outing. but it seems like it never goes through. i'm trying again for this friday, but sukhveen can't stay out too late, alistair has tution which he's not willing to change/pon whatever!! and kern isn't replying me!!! damn it la. then i ask myself. am i the only one really missing this og? i don't think they miss me. i think they've all got on with their lives already, except stupid me. why on earth do i bother to miss them, to organise a gathering, if they aren't really interested? ok, maybe that's not the right thing to say, but i don't feel their same enthusiasm. mum has been right all along. i really should try to get used to hc, bcos i'm just wasting my time loving a school/friends who don't love me back. i feel so stupid. that's it. if they don't come back to me with an answer soon about this fri, i'm never taking the initiative to organise something like this again. unless they call and organise instead. but you know what? i don't think they will.

yingx called to wish sis happy birthday. talked to her too. i miss her so much i feel as though i'm dying inside. she's been there 4 months already=16 weekends. we have never gone so long without seeing each other. not even during exam periods!! oh man.............this is so hard for me. I WANT YINGXY!!!

saw * today again. in the canteen early in the morning. we were sitting a few tables apart but facing each other. i wonder if he noticed me. but big deal. even if he did, he won't recognise me anyway. but that doesn't mean i didn't take advantage of this 'view'!! lol. he still looks the same to me............even after so long. sigh. i miss him.........

ACJC Vs HCI water polo match today. GO AC!!!!!! AC WARRIOR!!!! WHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!~~~~~~ hmm.........i wonder who won. maybe they'll announce tmr. *fingers crossed*








-one-sided love..........