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at 6:40 PM

this school is going to be the death of me. seriously. i think we're going to have swimming pe after all. no, that is not my biggest headache. i just DON'T. CLICK. WITH. THE. SCHOOL. i duno why my mum can't understand that fact. i really don't see why she loves acjc so much. seriously. i think she can go marry the school. i've never seen anyone as anti-njc as her too. i think i'm going to sink into depression. the 1st thing i did when i got home was cry. my eyes did well up with tears a couple of times in school, but it didn't spill over, thank god.

the idea of suicide has never been more inviting. i keep thinking of slitting my wrists, which i will never do, don't worry, cos i can't stand the pain. when i was walking pingan this afternoon, i wanted to just run to the middle of the road and get knocked down by a car, and never wake up again. i think mum isn't taking me seriously, she just thinks i'm being childish. all i'm asking is to forgo these 1st 3 months of school to do my piano diploma. is that so hard to ask? it's not as if people who score very well for prelims choose not to go for 1st 3 months. so why can't i back out too? the one thing keeping me in this blasted place is darryl. FUCK LA!!! GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HEAD YOU ASSHOLE!! i've never been in a worst mood before. everytime i see him, i feel so happy. and i miss him when i don't. Lim Pei Hua, you are a crazy, insane psycho freak. you really are.

I'm now flipping through polytechnic brochures. i think that the jc route may not be for me. after all, it says here that the diploma is accreditted with several pretty good universities, both local and abroad. shit la, i missed the open house. damn it!!

please, let me survive this 2 weeks or so. give me the strength and courage i need. i'm begging you. whoever can, please help me.....................hear my plea...............




-if we're meant to be, we will meet again somehow..........