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at 9:44 PM

my first post in days. a big apology to yingx for getting you all worried about the large block of missing posts. i know you've been reading my blog regularly. so i haven't been blogging cos my granny died on wednesday morning, 5.14am. dad woke me up at 5.30am and i thought i was late for school. i expected him to burst in and ask me why i didn't need to get up. but he said granny passed away.

i couldn't believe it. i last saw granny on sunday afternoon and she looked so good. we even thought she could be discharged. went to the hospital and saw 27 Paterson road for the 1st time in years. felt real awkward to see them man. even now, when i see them at the wake, i have a huge urge to pick a fight with them. i really wish they'd do something stupid so dad and i will have a reason to rain punches down on them. and when i see the other people talking to them, i feel real sick too. don't really wanna say this, but whoever is amicable to them is as big an asshole as they are. that fat pig ping ping brought her kids today. honestly, they're the ugliest toddlers i have ever seen. really. you think all babies are cute? not them man. and the man and his wife have the biggest asses i have ever seen. honestly. they make mine look like cindy crawford's.

my OG organised an outing to watch a movie but i couldn't make it cos of the funeral. i'm pretty touched to a certain extent that some boys in my group bothered to ask why i wasn't going. and when i told them, they actually bothered to look sympathatic. i know they don't really care, but at least they show they do. lol. maybe they're not that bad. dad's brothers came to the wake too. yeah man. the power of the LIM family. lol. i'm proud to be a lim. last night we also saw a black butterfly hovering outside our main door. ah ma came back to see us. i guess she knows who are the ones who really love her. : )

the reason i'm home now is because i've got some serious menstrual cramps. ouch. i nearly died at the funeral. sooooooo painful!! lol. then ah ma and i would have the same funeral. haha!! anyway, the cremation is tmr. i just can't accept it. i just can't. granny has always been, you know...........around. seeing her lie so helplessly in the coffin just breaks my heart. it just isn't her. i'm gona bawl my eyes out tmr.

-i miss you granny. i love you so, so much.........