Hi (:
My name is Chair and I rock.
Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

PARAMORE
is the bomb.
you know you love me
xoxo


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at 9:11 PM

i will try my best to fit in. i won't turn around anymore to look at sarah and sukhveen(unless they call me). i will go to lectures and pay attention and study hard. i will be nice to everyone and smile warmly. (ok, that sounds retarded) i will try to accept having boys in my class. i will learn to love my class and my school. i will survive this 2 weeks or so until olevel results are out. i will keep an open mind. i will stop trying to persuade myself to like lit just so i can be in the same class as siti. i will try to enjoy guitar ensemble. i will stop thinking that my friends in njc will embrace me warmly if i go there, because chances is that they won't, cos they have new friends already. i will stop letting darryl play a big part in my decision making. (what the hell is happening to me?! i will not let a mere boy control my life!) I will try to accept the jc curriculum, instead of thinking of going to poly. i will not burst into tears in the middle of class.(i think i'd just die there and then)

in a nutshell, i will learn to let go. i will learn to accept that change is inevitable, and that everyone will grow up and go their own seperate ways. the only thing that remains the same is your family, and that's why family is so important.

i finally understand why people say growing up is hard. i just never thought it would happen to me.



-why is it so hard? the worst part is that i think the problem lies with me.................